PROLOGUE
As he stepped through the door i realised 3 things. 1 life would never be the same 2 how many times will i look at this man and think im not worthy of him and 3. Nothing can ever tear us apart
CHAPTER ONE
This morning i woke up in a fit of sweat as i dreamt about the same person again. He haunts my dreams every night i dont know who he is, will i ever know (im not sure) does he exsist (probably not) But i cannot shake this feeling he is in my dreams for a reason a purpose or maybe i read one to many novels before i go to sleep that i dream this goddess of a man exsits no one in real life could ever be so perfect so myseterious and soo everything i want...
Jess brings me back into the now by clicking her fingers in my face
''hey are you back on planet earth yet hunny'' jess says in her mocking tone.
'' yes im here jess, sorry i keep spacing all these restless nights must be catching up,''
though that isnt a lie it hardly feels like the truth no way would i tell her about my dreams she would just laugh and tease and say i have an active imagination..
'' c'mon sarah we gotta go like now !!!!! '' Sarah said as she grabbed her bag and headed for the door with me close behind
Jessica's car was a death trap to say the least the windows hardly ever wanted to open and once they were down it was near impossible to get them back up. And the passanger door nearly always fell of it's hinges , but it got us around and for that i was greatful i would pick jess's voltzwagon over the public transport anyday...
School has recently started feeling like a chour. Seniour year, cramming hard for exams and trying to get in the collage of our dreams and start making our future. But my dreams have become more real i struggle to study, sleep, party everything a normal teenage girl should could and does do dosnt feel right something knaws at my chest.
'' well if your just gunna sit there all day at least tell me now so i stop getting wet''. Jess always had a way with getting wet even on the sunniest day it was like the water gravitated to her no matter where she was,
''yeah yeah im coming '' I shrug my hoodie over my head grab my bag and with alot of effort finally get out of bertie jess's car.
'' hey sarah , how was your weekend ?? '' matty said with that huge smile he only reserved for me.. Should of stayed at home i thought..
''Yeah it was okay matty you know the usual being drunk and getting laid''. My tone was joking matty always understood my sarcasm that's one of the things i loved about him
''always the first thing that pop's outta your mouth, you really need to get a brain to mouth filter before you get into trouble''.. Matty was just as much as smart ass as me.
'' no what i need is to leave this place and never come here again'' i said pointing up at the school, as soon as this trimester was finnished me jess matty and his girlfriend vi were out of here and back packing all over europe and asia i couldn't wait...
'' well 3 more weeks and where home free'' vi said as she fitted herself under matty's arm and into an embrace.. how i envied their relationship always happy and loved up. no guy in this school or ever has caught my attention, maybe im wired differently or maybe i just wasn't ment for love.
As the school bell rang we all jogged out of the rain and into the hallway, classes were about to start and all i wanted was to go home.
'' i hope he is wearing that sweater i so love on him, do you think he will be sarah'' Jess's infactuation with our biology teacher Mr Wellsley was well weird, he was in his early 30's and was decent looking all the girls in his classed swooned at the sight of him, i just wanted to zone out most days.
