UnWorthy

Prologue/AN

I walk into the lit dressing room and sighed.

Tonight was definitely going to be a big night. It smelled like money as wealthy congressman yelled out demands and threw around crisp Washington's at my co-workers.

I carefully placed on my mascara as the other girls watched me with disgust. Playfully laughing at their dismay I applied on some lip gloss while popping my lips in a seductive matter. I was rewarded with my sister Angel rolling her eyes in my direction.

The bitch was mad because she knew that I could take any of her clients with the snap of a finger. I mean who wouldn't choose a sexy mocha girl with hips for days and tats that glowed on her chocolate skin over a crusty high yellow hoe that's so skinny she look sickly.

I hear crickets....exactly.

After placing on my diamond studded earrings and spraying some glitter perfume I don't dare to put on any makeup because my natural face breaks out easily. Changing out of my sweats into a two piece. My thong was completely swallowed by my big ass. I clipped on my see-through bodysuit and made my way to down the hall to the main stage.

On this stage the fat girl that everyone made fun of in school DIES. The girl who was too afraid of what the next bitch would think is SHOOK. That ashy NIGGER the white kids taunted withers away.

Because here everyone wants a piece of that thick brown goddess I like to call Tasty.

[A/N: If the paragraph is in italics it is referring to a past event(flashback) in said character's life.]

"Roseanna I missed you so much!" The small boy yells as he embraces his friend. "I missed you too Rio." The two giggle as a crowd of four approaches them. "Y'all know the only thing she miss is a piece of chicken so I don't know why she lien to that boy." Laughter erupts into the hall as a beautiful girl with green eyes smirks at her remark.

Raelynn already breathtakingly stunning at nine years old was the only person the kids knew to have that eye color. Her curly brown hair rested way beneath her shoulders and freckles that appeared  to be sprinkled all over her adoring face. She looked like one of those girls you see in pageants. She was gorgeous.

"Raelynn nobody was talking to you." The young boy looked at her with disgust and pulled Roseanna behind him. "Rio go sit the fuck down this isn't about you. It's about that fat blob of black behind you." Rio's eyes turn misty as he tries to fight back his tears. He had a problem with not being able to protect the ones he loved and he hated feeling useless. But his tiny frame and baby face wasn't intimidating at all. Along with his squeaky voice he was just another pretty boy like his momma said. Too weak to ever amount to anything just like his father.

"Wassup Rosie you can't speak?" Roseanna balls her fist but says nothing. Tension filled the room as the two girls stared into each others eyes.

"Look what I have Tee." Raelynn opens her lunchbox and pulls out a cookie. Roseanna takes a step back."Here it's for you girl." Her light fingers held out a home-baked chocolate chip cookie. Suddenly Roseanna's stomach feels dreadfully empty and before she knows it the cookie is gone. She wasn't even aware of what she did before the taunts came.

"That fat bitch ate Raelynn's cookie." A young boy gasps. "Wow she act like she don't got nothin to eat at home." Tyler stares at Roseanna and laughs feeling no remorse. "Y'all act like ya'll didn't know niggas got no home training." Collin states before looking away. "You right she is just a stupid nig-." Raelynn turns cold as she feels a hand on her shoulder. 

"Raelynn Justine Waters make your way to the car now!" Raelynn quickly nods and avoids looking at Roseanna while she reluctantly follows her father out the front doors of the building.

She was gone but the damage was done.

"How she gonna try to call you a nigga when her real dad black?" Rio clearly confused questions aloud as Raelynn's group of friends disperses into the bus lot." But Roseanna wasn't listening instead she started walking home with tears running down her face. She was too big for the bus.

She deserved to walk.

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As usual money was all over the place. I had just finished doing a private performance for a bum when I decided I had enough for tonight. It was clear he didn't have the funds to pay for my services and he couldn't keep his hands to himself.

Picking up what little money he did have from the ground I felt him breathing down my neck.

"Sir can you please step back I'm done for tonight." He forcefully grabs my wrists causing me to wince in pain. "Hell nah baby what about my private show." He smirked and gripped me by my hair. I felt a rush of pain as he repeatedly clocked me in my jaw. He then let go of my hair causing me to fall hard onto the floor. He proceeds to slip in between my legs and rip off my bodysuit. When I hear him take off his belt my heart drops.

Shutting my eyes as the dark memories of my past attack me from all sides I refuse to let any tears escape my eyes as I brace myself for his misuse of my body.

Waiting for his hot breath to reach my ears. His skin to rub against me as he violates my pearl. His hands to grab what wasn't given to him. For his strokes to give out due to all the excitement. And for my soul to be once again left tarnished.

I wait...

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