Abuse and Love (Alois X Reader X Ciel)

Alone with Alois

I laughed, "so funny Alois, why are you doing this for me," I asked, closing the door behind myself. He smiled, "because I messed up bad, and lost you forever, I don't want Ciel to make the same mistake. And if this works, and Ciel realizes he's in love with you, not Elizabeth. He'll pick you, and then you'll be happy, all I want is your happiness." I frowned, "how do you even know that he does love me? And even if he does, how do you know your plan will work," I asked as I headed towards the kitchen, waving at the triplets. Suddenly Alois picked me up, and continued walking to my destination. "I am sure, because Ciel was in love with you back before I hurt you, and I can see how he still looks at you. And I know this plan will work because if he was jealous over me hugging you, then this will be ten times worse, "Alois laughed at his own wittiness. He then set me down on the kitchen counter, and started setting out my favorite foods. I smiled at how well he still knows me, "thank you, wait, what is your plan," I asked loudly. Alois winked at me, "isn't it obvious, I am going to help you make him so extremely jealous, that he can't stop himself from intervening. I'll start, and you will just play along at 'our' ball. Even if I kiss you, you just need to kiss back. But I know after everything I did to you, you don't want me to kiss you, so I won't, princess."
I looked down, as I blushed, Alois is the only person who has ever kissed me, and it's one of the things I miss the most about him. "Why are you blushing? Are you thinking about Ciel," Alois asked? I lied, and nodded, yes, to cover up the truth. But I regretted it, because even though he tried to hide it, I can see the pain in his eyes.

"Alois... do you remember that park we use to have picnics at? Can you and I go again one day," I ask, as I climbed on his back sleepy. He chuckled, as he started to walk me to his room, "Of course, princess. I would be honored to take you there. Here sweetie, take your nap in my bed, It's the best in the manor and you deserve it, "Alois whispered. He set me on the bed, took my shoes off, and covered me up. I smiled as he kissed my forehead, and I reached out for him, when he started to leave. "Please, stay with me. I don't want to be alone anymore, please," I begged. Alois nodded, and sat on the edge of the bed, I rolled my eyes, and pulled him all the way down beside me. "It's not like you having slept with me before," I laughed. He was cold, so I pulled him close. He was the only person I trusted like this, he has even seen me naked. But he never forced sex on me, even when he hurt me.

"Will you please put my night gown on me, I'm too sleepy," I whined. Alois hesitated, but slowly got up, pulled one of my gowns out of my trunk. He laid me on my tummy and started to unlace my dress. He pulled it down, and stopped, "where is the lace on your corset," he asked, blushing. I chuckled, and turned over, revealing it unlaced from the front. I smiled, when his eyes went wide. Then with shaking hands he unlaced mu corset from the bottom. As soon as my corset opened, I pulled it off and froze. I blushed a bit, remembering that my breast has grown a lot since the last time he saw them.

I whined, "Alois...", he snapped out of his staring. "I'm sorry, please forgive me, he shuddered, as he put my gown on me. I yawned, "it's fine, just please hold me." He didn't say anything, he just pulled me close, as we both fell asleep.