Written in Blue (needs to be edited and factualized i did this along time ago ek

~Chapter Seven~ ~Lets pretend it never happened~

           I stayed home the wrest of the day and cooked dinner for Aaron. But when he came home, he bursted in the door with ripped muscles and a red face. I could tell he was furious and I was scared. He stomped over to me and grabbed me pain fully, "Look what he did to me!!! Look at what your old lover did to me!! I hope your happy!! Why don't you go run off with him already!! Just like he promised you!!! Look at me!! Look at me!!!" Every time he told me to look at him I would look away and he would grab my chin. He kept shaking me as he moved away from the stove. I Finally looked him in the eye, "Oh so now you wanna look at me! Now you wanna talk!!" He was so force full. What happened to turn him into a monster? I started to feel sick, "Stop! Stop!! Stop! Whatever happened it's not my fault!! Its not my fault..It's not my fault." He looked at me even more mad, "You want me to stop ha! Ha! Ha! You wanna know what he did to me!?!" I couldn't breath, he was squeezing me so hard. I started to breath harder. I think he saw me struggling cause he force fully pushed me into the wall and lessened his grip. I leaned my head back on the wall and I could feel his breath on my neck. I dropped my head and I could feel his hot breath on my lips. I started to scream, "What!! What did he do to you!?!" I started to cry and he laughed at me, "He told me that you both kissed and no matter what, you could never love me. Is that true could you never love me!?! He also struck me in the face and punched me in the gut. So you wanna know what I did! Do you want to know what I did!!!" He pushed me in the wall again but this time with more force. The vain started to pop out on his head. "What did you do to him?" He gave me a evil snicker, "I punched him back and then I kicked him. And I kept kicking him over and over again." I started balling my eyes out and screaming. I tried to get away from him but he was way to strong. When ever I tried to get away he laughed. Until he finlly let me fall to the ground. He started to walk into the bathroom when I started to yell at him. "You Idiot!! Can't you see! When you were gone I was making you dinner!!" I sat there crying and repeating those words over and over again. "You are sick in the head!! What made you like this." I stood up and went to the stove. I started to back away as he came out of the bathroom over to me. "Get away from me!! I made you dinner and you treat me like this!!" He came up to me even know I just yelled at him. As soon as he reached me he hugged me. I realized he was crying. He was practically squeezing me. I decided after every thing he did to me I was gonna hug him back. We collapsed together on the floor, "Lets go to bed." We stood up and he headed to our room while I turned of the stove. When I reached his room he was already laying in bed. I decided to just change in front of him. I grabbed my white night gown and changed into it. I crawled into bed and he instantly grabbed me .He curled up wright around my body. I could feel his tears run down my neck. I grabbed his hand and held it to my lips.

                      I woke up that morning and he was finally asleep. He stayed up the whole night crying. I realized how wet the back of my night gown was. I decided sense he was asleep to just strip down and change. Thank goodness he didn't wake up because I wasn't prepared. I changed into my dress and got ready to leave. I made sure he was fully asleep be for I left. I didn't need another episode of last night. I knew where I needed to go I just didn't know how to get there. I started at the one training camp that I met Aaron at. When I got there I found a group of generals, "Excuse me sir, but I have to ask you to excuse some one from training today." He looked up at me and I continued, "Aaron. Aaron needs to be excused from training." He looked up at me and then gasped,"Miss.Macie! Oh yes and why does he have to be excused from training?" I looked up at him confused. Well I knew why but if I told him James would get even more hurt. "Well he is in no condition to train today." He looked up at me, "Well I guess that's fine. I mean you should know whats best for him you are together." I looked stunned I didn't know that every one knew! I just excused my self from the conversation. When I got home Aaron was still fast asleep. I thought that I might as well make breakfast so I took out some eggs and cheese. I cleaned off the stove and took out a pan. I decided that now that the omelets were done I would wake him up.

                      I walked quietly in the room. He was still asleep. I walked over to the bed and whispered in his ear, "Come on get up. Don't let your breakfast get cold."  He woke right up. But he wouldn't look me in the eye. I just tried to forget last night, "Come on-" He cut me off when he hugged me. I rested my head on his shoulder. His grip was so strong that he was practically squeezing me. I opened my eyes and I could see the dried blood in his hair. I began to speak softly, "You're bleeding." I left his grip and placed our pillows behind him. "I am so sor-" I cut him off when I left the room. I grabbed some scraps off fabrics and filled a pale with water. I came back in the room and began to look at the bloody spot on his head. There was a cut on the lower spot on his head. I started to clean the blood from his hair when I saw the patch of blood on his shirt. I finish patching up the spot on his head when I took off his shirt. I'm used to seeing him with out a shirt but his bruises where new. I huffed. Could there ever be a time where I didn't have to look at a bruise or a bloody scar. As I washed away the blood I saw it began to form a puddle on the bed. Aaron wouldn't even look at me. I decided to break the long silence "Aaron I forgive you." He laughed as if trying to sound happy. "There you're all done. Why don't you put on a shirt." He didn't speak so I took the liberty to look threw his drawers for a shirt. There was none, "You whore your last shirt and didn't tell me that you didn't have any cloths yet." My smile turned to a frown. But I thought maby it would get him to open up more. I walked over to my dresser and pulled out a shirt, "It's my fathers it should fit you." He finally looked up at me. I smiled back at him, "Here." He was reluctant at first but he eventually put it on. "I'm so sorry about last night. I didn't know how to cope with his words." I looked up at him, "It's fine. Now lets forget it happened. Last night didn't happen you were at home with me. You had a cold." I gathered the bloody sheets and put them in a basket. I am just gonna let this all pass over me.

TO BE CONTINUED..............................