Hate That I Love It

Introduction

Hey everyone.
I had my most hard time practicaly dealing with my notion telling me to push through publishing my unwritten thoughts which was finally formed into a story basically. And surely I'm literally happy myself to bring it up to you guys to share it. Hope you dont mind my wrong gramars as you go along the picture and please be guide to put your thoughts regarding how you feel about my story. Positive and negative comments are allowed as long as you're responsible enough with your words. So hopefully enjoy reading.

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Vinaya's POV

Trudging as fast as I could I finally get inside the school campus passing through the school guard definitely standing at his post.
I furrowed through my peripheral vision witnessing how the guard throw his stare at me from head to toe as if judging me as someone tresspassing a big mansion he is guarding.

Oh come on what is wrong with him I'm a student here obviously.... I thought to my self.

With my thoughts still hanging I continue walking with my head down avoiding all the stares around me. I really hate attention at all times bacause I always treat myself as nothing but just a stranger living in the shadows of my past. I mean everyone had their own past but nobody knows how mine went so I'll just have to leave it behind the dark horizons since I am now at my destination. The library.

Its been a week since my first encounter in these highly known and prestigious University, the Montgomery University. Its a gigantic University fitting approximatelly a million students every year. At that thought it made me realize that this HUGE library has made it sense in accommodating every single student here including me. Never in my wildest dreams had went to the thought of being in this campus but since I'm finally here might as well do my business. When I lift my head up, I witness how students were busy reading books, while some are talking in their most silent way definitely avoiding to disturb others, some are busy scanning books through the arranged huge book shelves and as I turn to the school librarian I saw her looking at my direction particularly into my eyes or to my school i.d. either way then finally burst out her thought.

"Goodmorning Vin, how may I help you?" she said with a genuine smile written all over her face.

"Oh goodmorning madam, I guess I'll be heading to the shelves to find my aim book there." I told her in a plain tone.

"Madam is quiet formal, just Adrienne" she replied still looking at my i.d. "Nice name huh.. Vinaya Vaughn hhmm" she continue while nodding.

"Thanks Adrienne" I sighed and went to the shelves just like what I told her a while ago without waiting for her response.

Her gaze towards my direction makes me feel so uncomfortable regardless of thinking her genuine smile. But I remain walking until I reach the book shelves and hide from her.

She was the first one who noticed my presence here in this university and even admiring my name at the second thought. And I think she's a nice women, friendly, wide-awake and approachable that makes her really suit the job. She was definitely at her early 30s I guess and that contagious genuine smile really made her beautiful. With a smirk I shake my head in disbelief having such reckon crossing my mind. As I keep walking while searching for books I swivel to look back at Adrienne reassuring that I'm not any longer under her watch and I sighed in relief knowing that her attention had shift to her other stuff.

And with that my hand eventually touches a book that has engraved letters at the side of it. It was very inviting with its engraved oneself. So without any falter I pulled out the book and read its engrave saying J.K. Rowling. Wide-eyed I can't barely realize of my current picture, holding a J.K. Rowling book.