recovery for the broken

6

there are days where i forget
i forget about us and what went wrong
about you using me.
i forget that i even met you
and how i thought you made me happy.
about how i thought what we had was love.
those seem to be my best days.

then there are days like today.
where you're the only thing that crosses my mind.
your eyes, your lips and hands
while they touched me and you said "i love you"
days like today when i remember you telling me
"i want someone else," and kissing me again.
i remember you telling me how you kissed her while you were mine.

mine. you were never mine.
it was just my turn
my turn to feel like i was being used
my turn to think i was loved
i really did love you, but you didn't feel the same.
it was just my turn.