The Final Step:A Kylo Ren Fanfic

I hate you, I love you. I hate that I love you.

"Well you'll come with us, either you want it or you don't"
He never gave her a chance to express her feelings. Does he know that she lost her mother at the age of 17? That she only had a careless father? No, he doesn't.
"I know what you think. I know that you hate it. You hate that you love me. "
She let tears come out of her eyes. No, she wasn't sad. She was angry. Her life was destroyed by a person without a soul, without a heart.
"I DON'T CARE KYLO. YOU KILLED MY MOTHER. THE WOMAN WHO RAISED ME. You don't have feelings. "
He caught her wrist.
"Enough Layla. You belong with us."

On The Starship

She walked away as she hit everything on her way. She entered into a room and slammed the door. As she sat on the cold floor, she let the anger come out of her, crying with sobs. Kylo opened the door and came in.
"Look, I know what you f-"
"Go away from me, she said and pushed him. "
"Look at me. "
You don't wanna do this. It hurts you everytime you see him.
"LOOK AT ME I SAID, he shouted"
"I want to end it all"

She said she wants to end it all when she's all alone in her room
She cries
The way she feels inside is too much for her

He got her up, even though she didn't want to.
"Lay, I'm pretty sure that you have feelings about me, he said and touched Layla's cheek. "
"Don't touch me, she screamed"
"I don't want to know who you are anymore. Have you ever realised what's going on with yourself? You killed your own father Ben. Wake up! You're not Darth Vader. You are Ben Solo. The dark side has destroyed you.."
He wasn't hearing anything. He was only dissapointed. With her. The girl he hates.
"Kylo, please"
He walked out of the room. People need to stop telling him to same things. He's not Ben Solo anymore.
"Sir, Snoke wants to talk with you"

In Snoke's room

"I heard that you want to talk with me. "
"Yes. About that girl called Layla. "

NOT HER AGAIN.

"I WANTED HER DEAD, BUT YOU DIDN'T KILL HER. "
"But I ca-"
"SHUT UP. If her body won't be dead tomorrow, say goodbye to your life."
This must be a nightmare. A very bad nightmare. NO. NO.
Layla didn't know what was coming at her way.

In the bathroom (Don't worry, there won't be anything dirty)

She was washing her face. Those tears made her look so ugly.

She doesn't know she's beautiful
Because no one's ever told her so
And the demons that she has is all she knows

Kylo came in. He wanted to scream.
"Layla, I'm such a monster. Forgive me for doing this, he said and got his lightshaber out. "
There was a lump in his throat that made him wanna shout, scream, say that his mistake is something more than worse.
He placed his lightshaber on her neck. How could he do that? Who is he? People run away from him. He's what Layla told him. A monster.
"I can't do that" he said through his mind. He turned it to his chest and pushed it inside. His vision became blank and he fainted. Eyes closed. No breath. The floor got covered with blood. She felt into her knees and started screaming.
"Kylo, NO"
(There will be a lil drama in the story, but not in every part:p)
FN-2187 heard her voice and got mentally shocked when he saw what happened.
"Oh. My. Lord. We've got to carry him on the emergency room. Right now"
They carried him, even though he was heavy. All the doors opened and everyone started panicking.
"Calm down please. It's nothing, the nurse said. "
"HOW IT'S NOTHING?! HE ALMOST KILLED HISELF."
The sound of the machine was beating like her heart. What if he was dead? What if he couldn't wake up?
"He needs some stitches. "
"There's no other way to save him? "
"Sorry, but no"
(No, she didn't kiss him to wake him up)
She got a strange necklace out of her pocket and placed it to his chest. He slowly started opening his eyes.
"Wh-what is going on? "
"Kylo, you're alive!"
" Promise me that you'll keep this secret. We're gonna make a clone of you, kill it and bring it to Snoke,so he'll think that you're dead. But you'll:Keep yourself away from him, hide whenever he's around and never appear when it's lunch time. We'll bring you food and water, FN-2187 said.
Everybody noded as they looked on the floor.
"Do you need help? I said"
"No, I'm pretty fine. "
"No, you're not. Your legs are shaking. Come at my room"
I opened the door and let him lay down.
"My head still hurts. Tell me it's just a nightmare. "
"No Kylo. It's true. You almost killed yourself to save me. Why? "
"I didn't want to kill you. I couldn't do this"

Hiyaaaaa guys, I finally updated:) And yeaaah, this chapter is very very long. Hope you enjoyed it♥ You must wait for the big boom in the next chapter;)