¡Amor!

Toy Boyd

*sophies pov*
I was sat on the edge of my bed, tears flowing, drowning myself in them. Despair soon turned to insanity, I threw the pillows on my bed across the room and trashed my shrine. I'd made that horrendous monstrosity when I was 16, Brendon had always been my teenage crush, but now I didn't know what he was. My fingers wiped my tears away and I slightly smudged my mascara, I didn't care, oh I didn't care at all. Only _____, Lizzie and Kayla liked me, they were the people who treated me like a person- not like a cigarette they didn't use me for personal gain, then stamp me out!-Brendon was corrupt and a selfless little piece of SHI--....
Knock...knock..
I shuddered as I heard the knock at my door and automatically knew who it was. There was nothing he could say to change my new opinion of him, he's a gay emo fuckboy! I hadn't been this angry since my ex best friend used me..but that's a whole different story... I walked down my stairs and slowly turned the door knob. Brendon shot in and threw himself at me. His lips connected with mine for a split-second but I shoved him off of me.
"I'M NOT YOUR TOY BRENDON!" I roared at him, he slumped off like the little dog he was.
He then bit his bottom lip,"I-I'm sor--"
"Save it! I knew I couldn't trust you! I knew you were plastic! Do you know who much this has destroyed me?! Do you know how long I've been in tears for?" I retorted, tears welled up in my eyes once again, Brendon shook his head and reached out to caress my cheek. I looked away from him and he held my chin with his right hand and tilted my face up so I was facing him.

"If you want to know why Ryan and I were kissing it's because we were both piss-drunk, even you knew that, stop acting all innocent and dumb, your just trying to get attention!" Brendon was crying now, I stood there totally exasperated. The insult offended me but I didn't let it bother me. I shook my head and rubbed Brendon's back to try and soothe him, I whispered,"I'm sorry" repeatedly until he stopped crying. I wrapped an arm around his neck and sat him on the my black leather sofa,"Coffee or Tea?" My voice was strained and hoarse.
Brendon looked up at me,"You don't have to make me anything, Hun,"
I stared into his glistening dark brown eyes,"Come on you need a drink after all that singing, it's 00:01am right now you need some caffeine in your system, so you don't collapse!"
Brendon chuckled,"Why would I pass out I'm--" Brendon lay spread out on the couch, barely breathing.
"SHIT! SHIT! SHIT!! BRENDON?! BABE?! TALK TO ME" I shook his lifeless body relentlessly, my thoughts were racing, I began to try to remember my cpr class I went to. I think it was 20-25 pumps on the chest then 1 mouth to mouth. But I think you start with 1 kiss of life to start! I prepared myself and gently using my hands opened Brendon's mouth. Damn those lips were bigger than in his selfies..
I eyed his nude lips and slowly pressed mine to his, I inhaled deeply and before I exhaled his mouth began to move beneath mine in sync. We were kissing?! Wait, what?! He was just passed out, right?
A smirk tugged at Brendon's lips and he laughed dryly,"Gotcha!" I giggled as he tickled my torso and neck.
"S-STOP! P-Please B-Brendon!" I screamed, he didn't stop at all, in fact he increased the amount of pressure he was putting on me. I was breathing heavily,"S-Stop!! I can't breathe" I laughed until he finally stopped, Brendon was just like a kid, always joking and messing around.
I made Brendon a latte so he wouldn't get 'overdosed' on caffeine and become even more hyperactive. Brendon thanked me as he took the rather ironic handprint mug- to be honest it looked like a child had made it, with its rainbow colours and smudges. I giggled inside my head as I sat next to Brendon on the sofa, I grabbed the remote from the arm of my sofa and flicked through the channels till I found something decent on Netflix. The film playing was about these pirates- this lady called Elizabeth duck got taken away because of this amulet thingy and her lover Willam turnon saved her with the help of Jack Parrot a infamous pirate captain who originally owned a ship called the white pearl. (I'm just trying to wind you guys up so don't get butt hurt 😂)
Snuggled up next to Brendon, with his arm wrapped around me I'd never felt so safe, he leant down and slid his lips onto mine. We moved in sync against eachother's lips, Brendon's were soft and warm, his scent was enticing, his taste intoxicating. We broke away with both of us breathing heavily and slightly shocked.
"T-That w-was my first k-kiss.." I muttered whilst blushing madly, aside from making out with your posters countless amounts of times that was my 1st kiss! I giggled as he stared at me with wide eyes,"W-Wow...I'm sorry, I shouldn't of done that to you Sophie!" He apologised and started ranting to himself about what his mother had told him about asking beforehand.
"It's 02:00am we really need to get some sleep," I stayed and made my way upstairs to my bedroom, quickly changing into my pyjamas before Brendon came up. I heard the sound of his feet as he jogged up the stairs, the floor boards creaked due to his weight.
"Is it ok if I sleep in here? It's fine if you don't want me to..." He trailed off into silence and he glanced over at be with longing eyes and a pouted bottom lip.
"O-Ok....Just no...errm ya know stuff.." I stuttered whilst laying down on my bed and making myself comfy as possible. Brendon went inside my bathroom and got changed into his joggers and walked out with no shirt just sweatpants. Gawking, I diverted my gaze for a split second due to him generally being half naked. Brendon crawled into bed with me and hesitantly wrapped his arm around me. I shifted closer to him and he held me in a comfortable embrace, his breath tickled the back of my neck. My eyes slowly closed and I drifted off to sleep, with Brendon holding me close.