A young girl who was lonely and down wanted someone to hold but could never find anyone to love. She wanted someone who would accept her for who she is and all the flaws. She didn't know on June 19th 2016 she would find her true love.
It started off as an awkward relationship at school with many people looking at them and forcing them to do things they didn't want to because they thought it was awkward. This led onto them going to each other's houses every day. Spending every minute together and missing each other when they were apart. They started to argue a few times but always make up. He didn't know these arguments were slowly eating away at the girl and she felt less and less special. All she wanted was to be held in his arms and never let go. She thinks to her self every day "will he hate me even more if fuck up". She is now sitting on her bed next to him, knowing the argument they just had could be the end of everything and that she could lose the one she really loves for sure this time. It's killing her inside, she knows he cares about her and she knows he loves her but she has a gut feeling he loves her less and less every day because of the things she ends up doing every single day to him. She wants to make things right but she's scared in case he pushes her away again and again.
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This was just the way I've been feeling for a few days now because I've been fucking mine and my boyfriends relationship up so much and I don't know if I can stop fucking things up for us. I've tried to be the best girlfriend I can be but it isn't working. I love him so much I just want everything to be okay and for me not to be a terrible girlfriend.
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