I fucked up again, another argument. At 6:30 we were talking about stuff and I went to say something, I refused to tell him and he got mad and went downstairs to sleep on the couch. I feel empty inside when he isn't next to me and I feel like I'm drifting away into nothingness. I wish I could be a better girlfriend but it never seems to work. I think he is getting bored of me now and is giving up on me. I don't want him to give up on me because o really do fucking love him. He is my world and I will do anything to make him happy. I just want him in my arms and for us not to argue at all. I keep fucking up with everything I do and I don't know if he can take it anymore. I'm starting to really hate my self now and I don't know what to do anymore. I miss him already. Am I being too clingy? I don't know anymore, all I know is I want to be with him for the rest of my life and that won't happen if I Keep fucking shit up between us. I'm sorry, I love you if you read this 😕❤️
