Living as a twin! {On Hold}

Out of my mind!

Vanessa's P.O.V

I finished getting all my stuff in Aaron's house well OUR house now. I wasn't feeling good today, but I still got my stuff out of the bags and everything.. I can't believe i'm Pregnant.. I'm full of emotions, I'm sad but I'm Happy.. I feel like Aaron doesn't want this kid, he says it's just like a milkshake.. like NO! it's baby.. but he doesn't understand that I acually care. I miss being with Roni everyday. I don't know what she is gonna do alone.. So I decided to call her. *Roni?*/*Hi, Nessa.*/* are you alone right now?*/*Nope I'm living with someone now*/*Really? Who?*/*Brennen, anyways I have to go.. bye!*/ Wow, that was rude she just hung up.. and why Brennen? okay so, I went to the mall to shop. I tought alot at the mall.. does Roni hate me? I turned arround and saw Roni.. but she was kissing someone, it was.. Brennen?! What the heck why didn,t she tell me? I didn't want to go talk to them, but I did. 'Roni, why didn't you tell me?' 'Oh, nessa.. Hi' ' Answer me!' I said starting to get angry. 'you know what forget it!' I said as I walked away and left the mall.. I got in my car and went back home to see Aaron. I can't believe they are dating? and she never told me? is everything alright with her? the way she speaks to me is so mean.. I know I did leave her for Aaron, but I don't know why she is so angry at me. I got home and Aaron wasn't there so I went on my phone and went on twitter and retweeted some stuff then I got super tired I just started a movie and waited for Aaron.. after the movie ended Aaron wasn't here yet and I was getting nervous. Then I got a text from Roni. -Aaron is kissing an other girl-/-what??-/ She sent me a picture and it was true.. I started to cry.. I started packing all my things into boxs again and left. I texted Roni. -Can I stay the night?-/- Sure-/ I was driving trying not to cry. I got there and got inside, all my makeup was ruined. 'Nessa, everything is gonna be alright!' 'what? NO it's not!! I'm pregnant and Single!' ' We can help' 'Thanks but it's my baby and I have to take care of it by myself..' 'Okay, but if you need anything.. promise that you'll ask us for help' 'okay, thanks Roni' I then got a text. -Hey baby, where you at?-/-I'm not telling you jerk.. how could you do this to me? you knew I loved you-/ then I blocked him. 'Roni I'm gonna go sleep now' 'Okay goodnight.. You can sleep in my bed, I'm gonna sleep on the couch' 'Okay' I went in roni,s room but I didn't sleep.. I was thinking: how could he do this to me, why did he kiss her? did he not love me?, he knew we are going to have a kid! I don't understand.. everything was perfect but he ruined everything.. now i'm gonna be a single mom. I want this kid.. I do, but I don't think I can have it.. I'm thinking about adoption.. Roni walked in and saw I couldn't sleep. 'What's wrong nessa?' I started crying my eyes out.. 'I can't take care of a child on my own' 'Yes you can and I told you, we can help you' 'I think I'm gonna give it for adoption' 'Hell NO!' 'Why?' 'I won't let you, try and get some sleep. we'll talk about this tomorrow' 'Okay, goodnight' I still can't sleep, but I'll try. After 30 minutes I finally got to close my eyes and sleep. In that 30 minutes I was thnking and Roni is right.. I won't give my baby for adoption. I can take care of a child.. right??
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Hola! I'm back with another Merrell Twins chapter! Hope you liked it. Next chapter is Roni's P.O.V and I uploaded a chapter on my other book: He stole my heart.
Go check it out if you want okay bye cya next time ❤️
-K