Enough Stupid To Go Around

Prologue and Chapter 1

I set outside my job waiting on KJ. He was late

again.

I was worried as usual. I should be.

His constant cheating on me has not only left me

with bruises physically but mentally as well.

But I love him and love sometimes can hurt.

He always apologizes and I know he really means it.

I just wish I could feel it.

I know I don't have proof that he's cheating minus

the few diseases he gave me so what is a girl to do?

When I confronted him about cheating, he hit me.

He almost knocked my teeth out of my mouth.

I said I was thru with him then, but he apologized

and I forgave him.

I am so glad the disease he gave me was something

penicillin could cure or I would have been done for.

I would have been stuck with KJ and a life sentence

if he had given me the three letter word.

It scared me that he didn't care but he is just a man

right?

I had to let a man be a man.

I don't wanna be one of those naggy girlfriends or

wives that are always on their man about little

things.

I don't sweat the small stuff.

I should have tho.

Nobody in their right mind would put up with KJ.

So was I not in my right mind?

Was I insane? Or was I just that insecure?

While I pondered what was wrong with me, KJ

pulled up.

He looked freshly showered and ready to dig off in

my ass should I say something.

So I put on a happy face and got in the car when he

stopped in front of me without a word out of my

mouth about him being over an hour late to get me.

Chapter 1

When we arrived home, KJ just parked the car and

got out with the keys and I watched from the

passenger seat as he headed straight for the front

door of the house.

He acted like he was mad or maybe I had made him

mad.

At least I didn't call him to remind his ass he was

late which I shoulda did.

Was he mad that I didn't call to start some shit with

him so he could fight?

Maybe that was what it was because I hadn't did shit

else to him.

I sighed heavily and opened the car door to exit to go

in the house.

I was just hoping he wasn't gone start no shit.

Once in the house, he was nowhere in sight which

was a good thing for me because when he wanted to

start some shit, he would be waiting for me to get in

my face.

I quietly closed the door just in case he was waiting

until I made it fully inside.

As I got closer to our bedroom, I could hear the

shower running.

Did he work today?

If he did, I didn't know about it.

I slipped out of my shoes and clothes and headed for

the bathroom.

I opened the door quietly and as soon as I reached

for the shower, KJ pulled it back with a scowl on his

face and says, "What the hell you doin?"

I say, "KJ bae I wanted to take a shower with you. I

just got off work and wanted to shower too."

He says, "Well wait until I get out."

Then closed the shower curtain as if he was

slamming a door in my face and I can see his

silhouette through the shower curtain continuing to

wash himself.

I looked down at my naked body.

I'm not fat but I am skinny as hell.

What did he want me to do about it?

Maybe I wasn't thick enough for him but I eat and

eat but never gain any weight.

I just sighed heavily and exited the bathroom in my

nakedness to wait until he gets out the shower like he

done worked some damn where.

I swear I am getting so tired of him.

Yeah right.

That's what I keep telling myself and nothing

changes.

Not my situation or KJ.

As I sat down on the bed and waited for him to finish

showering, I pondered where in my life did I go

wrong. It's like KJ had this strong hold on me like

roots or something and I couldn't go anywhere or let

him out of my heart to go anywhere.

I had no idea what I had done got myself into.