You're a life wrecker, a damned breaker
A person who spews lies all over - a faker
At the end you're nothing more than a promise killer
Ought to say I ain't surprised that everything that you say would be a play
Where it's a one man show with the spotlight on yourself all freaking day
When you can be the drama star and always support your own role and say
"It's just this and that, that all came in the way"
"So sorry not today, it happened again"
"So sorry, please know that you're really my friend."
"So sorry, stop bothering me, just go away."
Friends like these aren't friends at all. All they want to see, is to see you fall
Friends like these won't be there for you. All they can do is look at you and wonder "who?"
Now honey, don't you know that they won't ever bother to think about you
Only when they're alone and they're dying for someone to cry to
Attention whore, you're such a bore - can't take your shit no more
Honestly you can only do one thing and that is to ignore
Ah ha ha ha, laughing at your mistakes makes me smile
You know I'm only stuck with you for a while
And soon enough I'll break you in two
When I can finally get rid of a bitch like you
Get realistic, you're so far below me, you don't even know what you're up against
I'm the one that puts in the effort, that puts in the time - the only one with some sense
So you can keep crying like a baby with no future in mind
Keep whining like a * * * *, you're so far behind
The words you say behind my back, as if I'd never hear
Do you even know how much it'd hurt, to never be able to share
Something as precious as childhood fondness, I'd hold near
But when did anything I say ever matter - I'll never be better
Enough for anyone to notice me, it's selfish, don't think I don't know
So I can stay here, waiting for my life to wither away
And day by day, and day by day, and day by day
I want to sway away with these lost words, making a false life out of clay
Nothing is real
You can only steal
Something that you can never have, chasing over and over for something you won't ever have
Too many "I's" in the word, and me included as one, the only true enemy is in front of me
God, was I never so blind up until now, but I can't even be bothered to ask "how"
When the only language I know is gibberish, not even a word coming to mind
How I wish I was someone you'd take time to notice, a false dream
"Ah ha ha ha, laughing at your mistakes makes me smile
You know I'm only stuck with you for a while"
"Ought to say I ain't surprised that everything that you say would be a play
Where it's a one man show with the spotlight on yourself all freaking day"
I can finally see who it is I'm talking to, who I have all this built up hate for
It's such a shame to see another one breaking down in front of the broken glass mirror
But always knew it would lead to this, it was always just a dis
The only thoughts, it's fine.
No more games, this is all mine.
So thank you all
For watching my fall
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Did you know this almost had 600 words? Holy crap, that's almost as much as a one shot . . .jeyhstgraewfregshr
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