About Me

My hardest struggle

Okay, my hardest struggle I had gone through was coming out to my class that I am Bisexual. I am who I am. Who cares. My class does. I told one of my close friends about my sexuality, the next day I had people come up to me and ask if I was. I declined most of them, scared. But when the truth came out. I went through something I shouldn't have. I was bullied, I got in fights a lot. I lost many friends, I was alone. But, I had also been talking to 4 people who had made that year not so rough. MoonlightDragon TheWhoniverse and OffPressWriterOPW . These people today are still some of my best friends. And they made it so it wasn't so much of a struggle. But. (There's always a But.) that year I had also been driven to something I never wanted to do...I tried to commit suicide 3 times because of it. This happened in grade 7, im in Grade 9 now. Some people still torture me about myself, but I learned to laugh along with them. I had grown to a point where it didn't faze me, those jokes dug a hole so deep inside me, it didn't hurt anymore. But, then I met someone, someone who changed my life. 5 month ago I met someone named Christopher. He changed my life around. I used to be so self conscious, then he came along. I love him, and he loves me. We're now close to 3 months in our relationship. I've been so happy with this guy. So Chris. If your reading this. Thank you. For everything. Your the light of my life. I love you. And I never want to leave you. These are words I am to shy to say to you. My parents think that I was just bicurious. But I'm not. I hope you read this. Imma get you to read this, haha. But. Besides the topic. I missed out on so many things that year. I ended up almost failing because I didn't want to go back to school for another day of torture. One of my friends. Stayed with me. Helped me, and all of that you could think of. (Not that way guys) and these people are AsrielsBae and aidenriesen . One of them I had fallen for. But that one, he played me. He claimed to have fallen for me...but...he didn't. I'm gonna stop here before I get to detailed and say something I'm not supposed to...