After he pulled away he started to push me back against the wall with his long arms, once my back was against it he closed the space between us once again kissing me roughly his tongue sliding across my lips silently asking for permission, I had never done anything like this before so I was worried but he made me feel safe so I allowed him entrance, his tongue gliding around my mouth he reached down and lifted me up against the wall "Patrick" I moaned against his lips "call me demon" he said harshly moving his lip to my jawline and neck "mm demon" I say quietly, afraid someone would hear us, his hands travel down my arms, across my waist and down my thighs and around to my back, he slowly goes down further and grabs my ass making me jump I finally realise what the hell was going on and I push him off of me, running out of the arena dropping my pack on the ground I run out of the shop not caring if anyone saw me but by the sounds of it I was fine. Even though I had realised that what I was just doing was wrong I felt empty without his touch, Patrick or should I say , demon, made my skin feel like fireworks when he touched me and now that his hands are gone I feel lonely. All I want to do right now is run back in their and grab him and kiss him, but I know that would never happen, we're just to different from each other and just the thought if that makes my heart hurt, the thought of not being able to be near him all the time, not being able to have him kiss me makes me feel so empty inside.