My Life

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Well it seems your still here so I might as well entertain you. Oh I know how about that time when I was going to run away from home yah you want to hear that one Well ok let's begin.
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Well I have mutiple times I was going to run away and I still have a emergency backpack now so let's just start of with the 4th time I was going to run away because that's my favorite one. It all started when I was entering school and when I got there I had a feeling that today was not a good day yet I did not know what was ahead of me so I decided to go to my first period class and prepare so when I that happend I plugged my ear buds and listened to music. And that's when one kid decided to talk behind my friends back so I was behind that kid but then he said hey dude you can get in front of me and I'm all like cool thanks and that's when I saw why right when I finished my sentence all I could see is my friends fist in my face and sure enough did I go to the nurse but (about me: for some reason I don't bleed a lot and am used to getting hit I've gotten hit in many places face,nose,butt,and private. Yet it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would so I guessed I'm used to it idk) I was not caring what was going on people where asking if I was ok and also asking if I need a ice pack but all I could think of is meat like steak and lamb and also meat in general I was hungry so yah. And then that was my first period for you and trust me it got worse 1st period I was puched 2 period I was kicked 3 period I was slapped 4th period I was trying to get hit by a base ball not soft ball 5th period I was chased by people who always picked on me so pretty much the whole school and lastly 6th period I thought I would get freedom but instead I got torture people always called me a freak and weirdo and a loner yet it is true I am lonely never to be loved by anyone or anything and finally when I thought I would be safe home it just got worse my mom said she would burn my lips with fire my sister scratched me and my dad yelled at me and we'll my brother tried to protect and that made me think my brother is the only person who actually loves me even tho I may not know what love is or how it feels to be loved I knew he was,always by my side from beginning to end and that's when I thought this "Wow my brother does so much for me and all I do is watch why do I even try I'll never be loved and I'm pretty sure if I left my family my parents would be joyed and,thrilled so be it if my parents happines costs me my life then so be it I love my family no,matter what and i,will,protect them and bring them,joy so that's,when I got prepared for,leavimg home and start a diverse life but that's, when I saw the paper it was a picture of me that my little sister drew andthats when I knew Peter this is your home for now that is!