I haven't been home in 5 weeks. Im sleeping n the woods. Ik mateo has been calling me but i havent been answering cause i dnt wanna hear the wrath. Im guilty nd will always be guilty. Ik yall who reading this book prolly like why wont u jus talk to him? Well i cant cause i let his friend ..best friend at that die right in front of my face. Meanwhile i have nobody to talk to..besides my bro. I have wore all my clothes, i didnt thnk i was gon be out here for long but i am nd i have on the same dirty clothes. When the time is right I'll go home nd deal with it..right now i dnt wanna go home. I needa be alone to thnk, to breath and to keep all anger thoughts inside of me
