Insane Impulses ||A Sadist! Eren x Victim! Levi fanfic||

"My Story- Where It All Began"

TRIGGER WARNING: SUBSTANCE ABUSE, RAPE, GORE-SITUATIONS, SELF-HARM!!!! PLS DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH ANY OF THIS!!!!

Eren's PoV~

Why hello there, I see you have stumbled upon my story. Well you may be thinking that this is just your average "two guys meet and fall in love" story, but you are, oh, so wrong.

You see I had a fairly normal childhood up until I was 6 years old. I lived an average life with two loving parents- well I thought they two loving parents, but I was mistaken.

My father would take me out back, deep into the forest, and drug me so I wouldn't remember anything, but after several therapists, it all came back.

Apparently, I began acting weird, lashing out on my toys, wetting the bed-things like that. My mother decided to take me to the doctor since I would also experience headaches and zone out quite frequently. They found traces of Ketamine, Rohypnol, and alcohol in my bloodstream.

My mother was terrified, I, of course, had very little understanding of what was happening. I saw various therapists who helped me start piecing things together. By the time I was 18, I knew.

I knew that my father would take me into the forest to play-excuse me, "play". But I didn't know what he would do. He had drugged me with a horse tranquilizer and beer. He treated me like a fucking animal. I guess I know why the apple juice he would give me always tasted bitter and burned my throat. But what the fuck was Rohypnol?

After some research and health classes at school, I found out that it was a date rape drug. How could a father do...that to his own son?

Well, anyways, I started going to the gym, you know hitting the weights, daily training, things like that. When I had finally bulked up enough, I beat the shit out of him-no, I beat the life out of him.

I had finally gotten my revenge, but that combination of drugs had really fucked me up. Ever since that day, I craved the high I got from draining the life force out of my father with my own two hands.

And that's where it all began.

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Herru~ It's mu~ That's right, I have finally returned. I honestly have no idea why it took me so long to update anything. I think I just tend to get bored of my usual story lines, so I thought "Yaoi Sadist! x Victim!, that's new. Why not try that?" So...yeah here I am. Let's hope I stick to it this time. Anyways...
I SHALL SEE YOU LATER MAH LOVELY DANDELIONSSSS~!!!

P. S.~For future reference- I will be putting the trigger warning in every chapter, even if not everything stated in it is mentioned, - just in case.