"And when we're bored we play in the woods, always on the run from Captain Hook 'run, run, lost boy,' they say to me, 'away from all of reality..."
I never thought that my own love story would end in way that i didnt expect it. I'm laughing cause why on earth did i allow myself to fall for someone whom in the end would eventually leave me hanging?
No phone calls, no text messages, no nothing. I havent received anything from her since our break up two months ago. That was pretty tough cause who would break up with someone over the phone?
Okay, i think i deserve that, or maybe effn' not. I havent slept since yesterday, if ya ask me why? Id probably shouldnt know what to answer. Fine, cause maybe i would often have bad dreams, most of the time shes in my dreams, so its either id wake up crying or better not sleep at all.
I want to stop being sad and emotional. Sorry... "I, I, I can't stop. No, I, I, I can't stop..." Haha thats what happens when youre sad and all you can do is to sing on the top of your lungs while youre in the shower.
Her name is Glaiza, shes pretty and she rocks my world... Like freakin literally. Lol nah just kidding, i respect my girl. Well, (clears throat) havent i mentioned that im a girl whos inlove with a girl? But no biggie, aint no thing but a chicken wing. Lol name's Rhian by the way.
Basically my story's about how my girl broke up with me over the phone. Lol. Hella pathetic. Im kidding, its practically about... Well, me and her but not just about the "break up" over the phone. Its about my story, our story.
The first time i met her, we were at a club, i was clubbin', hanging out with my friends cause i was broken-hearted and she was with her troop too. I was practically enjoying my drink when my friend Lovi passed by and introduced her to me.
"Hey, Rhian! Whats up?" she said with a wink.
"Hey, Loviluscious! Cool yo, bout ya?"
She just gave me a cute beam.
"Anyways, this is my friend Glaiza. Im sure you already know her."
My eyes flickered, as if i was a camera doing some multiple shots to a very eyegasmic chic! Haha. I wasnt aware of my capabilities back then but... I just find her really, really attractive. Thats just it.
"Yea, yea! Zup, Glai? Here..." I offered her a welcome drink.
"Hindi, ayos lang. Salamat nalang, hindi kasi ako umiinom e."
"Oh. Okay..." I beamed but i got a lil bit embarrassed cause she's the first ever person that has rejected my welcome drink. Lol
"Yas love, she doesnt drink... But id love to take her shot," Lovi said while giggling. "Cheers!" she added as she raised the shot glass.
Glaiza was just smiling while looking at Lovi finish her shot, while me? I was staring at Glaiza the whole time. Lol
Lezbihonest.
Okay, i had a girlfriend way back in highschool. (But im not sure if i can label her as a girlfriend or if she considers me as her ex or whatever haha) anyways, i had a "girl" in my life before in which i "almost" fell in love with. So... See? Ive had a history.
So, that was like ages ago when i had a girlfriend but then i had to end it pretty soon before my mom finds out about it or else she'd kill me. Haha so i started dating boys instead, had hook ups and makeouts but nothing serious though.
Im going to be honest with you guys, the moment i first saw Glaiza, i already felt something different but still chose to ignore it cause i cant let anyone down... Again. If you know what i mean... My moooooom. =(
