Swim Club - NamJin

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Seokjin has always steered clear of the club his childhood friend was in. Of course Namjoon didn't blame him, he had a severe fear of water and Namjoon loved the stuff. "How are you gonna do the assignment with me if you always avoid going anywhere near the swim club?" Namjoon huffed while flicking through his magazine. Jin let out a heavy sigh and attempted to relax his small frame some more. "You're the only person I know who's in a club... even if it's that club." Jin replied emphasizing 'that' in his sentence. Namjoon knew that Jin didn't have many friends, everyone found him weird and anti-social when in reality he's the complete opposite.

"So who's house are we going to tonight? Your's or mine?" Namjoon asked happily. Jin had to think before responding to him. "Umm... wait. Why do you want to be with me tonight?... The assignment isn't due until Thursday." Jin questioned suspiciously. Namjoon shrugged his shoulders in response and gave Jin a sweet smile. He knew Jin couldn't resist it. "Ugh fine! Are your parents home?" Jin asked quizzically and Namjoon shook his head while grinning. It took Jin a few seconds to work out why Namjoon had that stupid grin on his face and when he realised why he punched him in the arm forcefully. "You idiot! I didn't mean it like that! I was hoping that they were home!" Jin rushed as if his life depended on setting the situation straight. Namjoon giggled and winked at him which made Jin's cheeks burn up.

Namjoon unlocked his front door and the two boys headed straight for Namjoon's bedroom. They play fighted for a couple of minutes but then Namjoon made a serious expression which frightened Jin. "Jin..." Namjoon huffed while bringing the smaller boy closer to him. "What's wrong Joonie?" Jin asked quietly. Namjoon thought before he began talking, he didn't want to screw anything up. "About the assignment... I know you don't wanna talk about the past but... I know it's effecting you." Namjoon trailed off as he lowered his head in guilt. Jin removed his hands from Namjoon's and turned away from him. "You don't know anything about me." Jin coldly stated which caused Namjoon to look up at the back of Jin's head and knit his eyebrows in heart break. "I don't know anything about you? How can you even say that? I've been your friend since childhood!" Namjoon raised his voice in order to get Jin to turn around but he remained in the same position. "You don't kn-"
"Stop saying that! Would someone who didn't know you realise that you've been tense ever since they announced that stupid assignment?!"
"Wha-"
"You didn't even realise yourself! So how can you say that I don't know you?! If anything I know you better than you know yourself!" Namjoon was stuggling to get his words out properly now. He could feel his eyes and his throat burning.

Jin eventually turned around and exposed his weakness. His eyes were puffy and red and the prominent tear stains could be seen from a mile away. Namjoon wanted to touch him but he knew that Jin hated people touching him. So instead of touching him he got him a glass of water and a box of tissues and turned on the TV. Jin always appreciated the little gestures that Namjoon made to make him feel better. He liked being in Namjoon's care but he also secretly hoped for Namjoon to touch him like they did when they were kids. Jin wanted to return to the carefree days that they both loved but something stopped him from wanting to go back. "You could've died." He whispered weakly which made Namjoon's blood run cold.

*Le Flashback to younger Jinnie and Joonie 😄*

"Just a little bit further Jinnie! We're almost at the pool!" Namjoon jumped happily as they neared the pool. They eventually reached the side and Jin could feel the excitement welling up within him. Jin looked at the boy beside him and was shocked to see him so worried and frightened. "What's wrong Joonie?" Jin asked and Namjoon pointed at the water. "It looks too deep Jinnie..." Namjoon said stepping back slightly in fear. Jin giggled and took hold of Namjoon's hand. "It'll be okay, it's not that bad when you get in. I'm sure we'll even be able to touch the floor!" Jin squeezed his hand reassuringly. Namjoon gulped before he stepped forward to join his friend. They jumped in expecting to touch the floor but they never seemed to reach it. Namjoon needed air and he was starting to panic which ended up sending him into shock. Jin tried pulling Namjoon up but he himself was still underwater. They both floundered around attempting to pull themselves up for air but they couldn't. Jin gave up entirely to conserve energy but when he did his heart broke at the sight before him... Namjoon was still trying desperately. He tried so hard but he just couldn't do it, it was as if someone had chained his ankle to something heavy. Jin knew they were going to drown but he didn't want Namjoon to go through that pain. Jin knew that it was inevitable but he still wanted to help Namjoon. So with all of the strength he had he pulled Namjoon closely to him and pressed their lips together to transfer the remaining air he had to Namjoon. Jin could feel how weak Namjoon was and finally Namjoon went completely limp. He was beginning to sink to the bottom of the pool when he felt Jin's arms wrap around his waist. The only other thing that Namjoon could remember was being pulled out by someone...

Jin snapped out of his flashback upon hearing Namjoon's voice. "You could've died too." He retorted but not in a nasty tone. He said it in a warm tone which made Jin want to break down and bawl his eyes out. "Joon... I didn't want-you-you... I-" Jin couldn't find the right way to end his sentence. "You never answered my question from back then." Namjoon stated which gained a confused look from Jin until he remembered... 'Did you kiss me? Or was I just hallucinating?' Jin's shoulders slumped as he still didn't know how to answer his best friend to this day. "I-I... You-see... I..." Jin tried to tell Namjoon the truth but it was as if something wouldn't allow him to. "Jinnie... thank you." Namjoon whispered trying to hide his pain but Jin could still see it. "No. Joonie... you-you don't un-derstand." Jin tried again.

Namjoon cocked his head to the side in confusion as Jin took a deep breath. "I-I... w-we kissed." Jin said as he lowered his head in guilt, he knew his friend wasn't gay and as far as he thought... he wasn't either. However when they touched lips, even if it was to transfer air, Jin could still feel the touch of Namjoon's lips on his and to him it was the greatest feeling he's ever had. He'd tried so hard to forget but he just couldn't. Namjoon noticed Jin shrink in guilt and Namjoon didn't like it. He moved closer to Jin and cupped his face with his large hands and brought their lips together. Jin was sure that he was imaging things but when Namjoon's tongue delicately swiped Jin's bottom lip, Jin knew this was real. He granted Namjoon access and allowed Namjoon's tongue to explore his mouth as he explored Namjoon's. The boys quickly needed air so they broke apart slightly but they kept their foreheads touching as they panted. "Joonie..."

"I love you..."

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Fluffy fluff 😊

Okay so I know this one wasn't very good but I'm writing this as I'm getting my hair redyed so I tried to make it short and sweet but I failed 😂

I'm starting at college tomorrow and I'm lowkey stressing about it 😅

If you guys want a second part just tell me and I'll make one 😏 (it can include smut if you want, don't be afraid to ask😝)

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