The Pain Left In My Heart

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---CHAPTER ONE---  ---THE FIRST TIME I SEE YOU---

   

 Im Shanelle A. Mendez , im 17 yrs. old .   '

 "How many times , Im going to say to you that dont go outside alone ?!!"

that is the dialogue I always hear to my father and my family ...

 they dont want me to go outside alone ,

but everytime i asked them"why?"

,,,,,they just simply say

 "shane, please understand us, we are doing this just for your safety"  

But how can I understand them ? they dont telling me the real reason

,,,  ---AND AS I SAID A WHILE AGO ---      

         

          HERE WE ARE AGAIN      

         

     ---------(FIGTHING)-------  

  "How many times , Im going to say to you that dont go outside alone?!!"

 "But dad im 17 , Im not a child , I CAN go outside alone"

 "NO YOU CANNOT!!"

 "I can ,al of you saying that im cannot , but you're all wrong , because i can"

 "You are only my child , you dont have the right to answer me like that "

 "Yes , dad , I dont have , but you're not giving me my freedom , i want to be free,,, i want to experience how to love ,, I want to enjoy my teenage life "

 After i said all of that , i run upstairs to my room ,,, And i cry and cry and cry and cry , till my tears stop flowing on my eyes,,,

 BUT ITS NOT GETTING STOP   I FEEL STUPID ....

          I opened my window to see the stars in the sky . . . .  

I sit on the sofa near the window and i hug my favorite pillow while im crying and staring at the stars,      while I'M staring at the stars , there are two person caught my attention ..

there is one guy and one girl  on the front of our house ,, I Think they have a misunderstanding 

the girl slap the guy and the girl start to cry ..(i think they are lovers) the guy hug the girl tightly but hte girl remove it , and slap him again thats makes the guy to cry ,,,

I DONT KNOW WHY , BUT THAT SCENE MAKES ME CRY SO HARD ,,, I THINK I FELT THE PAIN OF THE SLAP OF THAT GIRL ,,, I DONT KNOW BUT I FEEL IT 

That girl is lucky enough to have that guy who loves her ,,,

Compared to me "I HAVE NOTHING"

I look at my watch its already 10:30 in the evening , I want to sleep now but I can't ...

The time run so fast I look again at my watch its 12 o'clock ,,, i hate this I CANT SLEEP...

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