I'm Drowned In Tears

Never Again

~MORNING~

''Huh? That's weird? I don't remember coming back home and going to bed''

*Recalls last nights events*

''No. It actually happened.......for now I need to get changed, I'm still wearing the same clothes from yesterday''
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I should probably meet up with Tracy and Vivi and tell them about last night........

To: The Savage Potatoes
From: Sora

Sora: hey guys can we meet up?

Vivi: sure thing. Usual place?

Sora:yah

Tracy: ohhhhh~ I see, can't wait

Vivi: you better not bother her about her confession yesterday

Tracy: me? Never.

Sora: it's ok, that's actually wat I wanna talk about. Meet u there in 5 minutes

Tracy: okie dokie

Vivi: ok
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*Opens door*

''Woah. You two sure are quick''

''Oh course we are. We wanna know about yesterday''

''As you can see Sora, Tracy is the one mainly wanting to know what happened while I'm just here because she dragged me here''

''Ahahahahhaha''

''It wasn't pretty I could tell yah that''

''Sooooooo are you gonna spill the potatoes or what?''

''...............he doesn't like me''

''HUUUUUUUUH!!!!!!!!''

''WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE DOESNT LIKE YOU!!!!!!!OF COURSE HE DOES!!!!!!!''

''Doesn't seem that way. He didn't even remember himself confessing to me in 7th grade........''

''So your telling me that he doesn't like you AND he doesn't remember about that time IN 7TH GRADE?!?!?!??!''

''Yah. That's what I'm saying''

''I don't believe this. I don't believe this at all. Hey what do you think Viv- WOAH'' scary............

''WHERES MY BAT!!!!!''

''NOOOOO DONT BEAT THE LIVING LIFE OUT OF HIM!!!!!''

''AHHHHHHHHHH LET GO OF ME TRACY!!!!!!! I NEED TO GO TO HIS HOUSE. RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!''

''NOOOOO DONT!!!!! YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE HE LIVES!!!!!''

''Ah. True''

''Thank god the demon has calmed down''

''Its okay you two. If he doesn't like me, then we weren't meant to be. It's as simple as that'' showing a small smile.

''Sora......''

''Im going for a walk. I'll see you two tmr!''

''Mmmmmmm I'm going after her-''

''Dont''

''But why Vivi?!?! She needs us right now!!''

''Just let her cool off first. She needs some a lone time to think about this Tracy''

*pouts* ''fine''

''She'll be fine don't worry''

''I hope your right about this''

''Of course I am''
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*At that moment, Sora has made her way to the beach and decided to pay her secret childhood hideaway a visit*

''Waaaaaah I haven't been here since years. Looks exactly the same''

*sits down on a rock*

So he doesn't love me............kinda stings but the thought of it is better then yesterday at least........

I wonder if this means all that time we spent together was for nothing.........

All that kindness and happiness was for nothing.........

Does this mean he never once thought of me as someone special?

Did it just mean I was just some random girl to him?

''Huh. I guess that's the only answer I have right now......''

''But.....why? All those fun times we had, was nothing. Something so precious to me meant nothing to him''

*tears forming*

The only thing I could do now is to forget about it. Forget about what we could have been. Forget about being together. Forget about every single little thing about him. Forget everything.

''I guess it is impossible for me to be in love. If I'm just going to be rejected, what's the point?''

On that day, Sora swore to herself that she would not dare to love someone again. Even if they love her, she wouldn't accept them, ever.