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seis;

alexandra;

today was the night of the party i was getting up to go shower until ricky barged into my room.

"how the hell did you get into my apartment," i asked very confused.

"you gave me a key, remember," he said. i then remembered that i gave him a key back when he was staying here a lot.

"oh crap, yeah i forgot sorry brotha. what you doing here," i asked.

"i stopped by to talk to you about something," he said sounding serious.

" what's going on," i said, starting to get worried.

" i've seen your starting to spend a lot of time with damian, and he's my bestfriend and i trust him but i just want you to know that a lot of his passed relationships have ended badly," he kept going, "your my baby sister and i want to take care of you and protect you so i want you to be careful please," he said.

i looke him in the eyes and said, " it's okay ricky you know that i'm not like those other girls. if anything happens you know i'll tell you, and i promise i'll be careful."

"i know you will baby sis," he says, giving me one of his big bear hugs that he's so good at. i hug him tighter and we slowly break apart he smiles before getting up and walking out.

" your going to the party tonight right," he asked. i nodded my head and he said, " well then i'll see you later."

once ricky left i locked the door i ran up the stairs to my bathroom and got in the shower.

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i got out of the shower and went over to my closet. i found this tight white cocktail dress that had gold straps. i decided on that with some gold heels. i went over to my vanity did my makeup and decided on leaving my hair down and curly. i heard my phone go off and it was a text message from damian.

damian 💗
i'm outside babe

i quickly ran down the stairs trying not to fall. i walked outside and damian was propped up against a black matte audi i8. damn when the hell did he get this, i thought. he walked up to me and hugged me.

he looked me up and down then said, "have i ever told how beautiful you are."
i began to blush and looked down. he gently put his fingers under my chin and pushed my face up to meet his. he leaned in and gently kissed me. he smiled as we pulled away and walked me over to the passenger side.
" ladies first," he said in a British accent . i laughed and sat down. damn this car is low af i'm surprised i didn't rip my dress.
he quickly ran to the other side of the car opened his door and sat down. he started the engine but before he started driving he passed me the aux cord with a smile like he always does. as he starts driving he gently places his cold hand on my bare thigh. i jump because of his cold hand on my bare warm skin.
" crap to soon," i here him say under his breath. i laugh then place his now warm hand back on my thigh.
he looks at me weirdly, " i thought you didn't want that," he said.
i laughed some more, " no, your hand was cold af so that's why i jumped when you put it on my thigh," i said laughing.
he laughed with me and gently squeezed my thigh.

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we finally got to the house party and before we even walked into the house you could smell the weed and alcohol. damian grabs my hand and we walk into the house. it immediately feels like you got slapped in the face with a bunch of weed.
we pushed threw the horny teenagers that were grinding all over each other. we walked to the kitchen to get some drinks. damian passed me a liquid i didn't even bother asking what it was and just downed it. i felt the burning sensation down my throat. i looked at damian and he looked surprised.
"what," i asked.
" i made that for you to sip on," he said. i laughed and made my self a shot and downed that too. just with those two drinks i had a buzz. damian grabbed my hand and brought me to what i think is the living room. there i see my brother, his friends, and my sisters, except for gabi i think she was in new york for a photo shoot .
" holy shit, i didn't know you guys were here," i said. they all laughed. even though i was buzzed i knew that they were both high and drunk. i sat down and damian sat down next to me.

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we've been smoking and drinking here for a while. i really wanted to go dance but damian had gone to go get drinks a while ago but he hasn't come back. i finally decided to get up and go find him. my high and buzz has been dying down but i'm still stumbling my way along the house. i go and look in a couple rooms but most of them are locked i find, what looks like a room but is just another living room type thing. there's a lot of people in here but i might as well look around. i push threw all the body's and find him, but not doing something that i would've ever imagined him doing. he looked up at me and quickly pushed the slut off of him. i began to run away i pushed, yet again, threw all the people. i can't believe what just happened. i didn't bother looking for one of the girls because i knew they were all drunk. i found my brother about to take a hit of something someone was passing him but right when he saw me he jumped up and walked to me. by now i was sobbing and he had this angry face. he was looking behind me, i turned around and there stood damian.
"baby i'm sorry look it was a mistake it meant nothing to me, please," he said. i knew he wasn't drunk because his eyes looked sober. i looked towards ricky and he had his fists balled up ready to kill him and i gently put my hand over his and squeezed it telling him to calm down.
i looked towards damian with a angry face, " what do you mean your sorry, why should you be sorry. we were never  a thing. you never asked me out, you never asked me to be yours. so what are you sorry for kissing someone. well guess what go ahead kiss whoever the hell you want because me and you were never dating and will never date," i said. he looked hurt, and his eyes carried sadness. but i didn't care, i couldn't care i have to stand my ground. i grabbed my brothers hand and pushed past him. even though i knew, once i got home i was going to cry my eyes out i still put on a confident face. we jumped into my brothers mozerati and drove off to my apartment. he didn't say a word because he knew better that if he were to say something right now i would have killed his ass. 

we finally got to my house and i got out and walked to my apartment i grabbed my house keys from my bag so i could open the door. once ricky stepped into the house, i shut the door and walked up to my room. i took my dress off and put on a large t-shirt and some volleyball shorts. i went to my bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth. i laid down in bed and began to think about the events that just happened. ricky walks in with a water bottle and advil for my hangover tomorrow morning. he comes and lays down next to me. i cuddle up into his body and sob onto his shirt probably making his shirt all wet. it wasn't weird because ricky and i have been through a lot and he's always been there for me and i've always been there for him.
i again begin to think about damian. why would he do this to me, i know we weren't dating yet but it still hurt.  is it bad that apart of me still wants him?

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