"Why the hell would you say something like that to her when she did nothing to you?" Andrew yelled at me i was about to get my ass kicked without mercy. But i wasn't the one who had someones else arms around me.
"Well she was acting like a hoe. so i had a right to call her that. and you have no right to be in this." I will not be the one that is going down. She should have never let Andrew wrap his arms around her.
"She wasn't the one laughing at her fails in life and making fun of her with her being your girlfriend. You had no fucking right to call her a hoe you are lucky I don't beat your ass. get the hell out of this mall and stay the hell away from her." Andrew spat with so much hate.
"Why are you taking her side with this Drew wouldn't you feel the same way if it were your girl." I say back no way I'm losing this, she had zero rights for what she did. Then I thought then it hit me like a shit ton of bricks.
*****flash back*****
"Mike I told you my dad said we are done." I see the nerd girl with fire red hair telling the guy that wont leave her alone.
"It's not over till I say its fucking over I bet your hoeing around like you always do, that's all a hoe is good for." The dude say pushing her against her locker and its wrong that I'm not helping, and neither was anyone else I feel bad but then my rep was way more important than helping nerd girl.
As I walk past I see him push her and then those violet eyes caught me dead in my tracks. they hit me like all I wanted to do was protect her but I ignored the feeling and went to my daily hook up with Shelby Peters.
*******flash back over*******
I fucked up big time. When it hit me and I finally realized the nerd girl was Sydney. Why didn't I help her. I should've beat the shit out of him when I had the chance.
That's why she reacted the way she did. I would be lucky to even have her look my way. Why was I such a fuck up.
I was so lost in my own world I didn't see Andrew about to swing and then he punched me dead in the jaw. I deserved every thing that was coming and came my way from her friend slapping the piss out my mouth to Andrew beating the shit out of me. I have to get her back if its the last thing that I do.
Even if it kills me I will die trying to get her back. I don't even know why I feel this way its not like I have feelings or anything. I don't know what it is its just always been a thing for me to want to protect her. But knowing I'm the cause her pain hurt worst than Andrew punching me in the face.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Sydney~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
me and the girls were all in Clare's buy the whole store. Its not like we were ever going to ware it all but we bought it all any way. Then we hit forever21, rue21, the food court and I was having a really good time , up until he walked into the food court.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Mike, my first love or should I say dream or fantasy of love of love. Every time I see him I just mentally feel him hitting me but he cared for me in the begging. He said he would always be there and that he has changed but you can never be too safe.
then the perfect idea hit me, I want Jace to suffer from something the way he hurt me and I know just the way to get under his skin.
I'm getting back together with my ex. And yes I am making a big mistake letting my ego feed off his shame and hurt, I want to see him pissed and it makes me wonder how happy will mike be when he finds out I'm just using him oh well.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I hope this plays well.
"Hey mike come sit with us," I wave him over to us. The girls look like I grew like 300 heads not a big deal.
"Hey Syd what's up," he says sitting in the seat next to me.
"I missed being with you babe, you know me and you having fun, making out, and just dating in general." He looks like he was happy with what I was saying. Too bad for him I'm just using him.
"I miss being with you too baby, but why now?" he says back, shit he's on to me. just do whatmom and dad does. Lie.
"Because it took me some time to think about it and as long as you promise me not to hurt me again I want to be with you," damn I'm good.
"About that I'm so sorry I never meant to hurt you like that, my parents were getting divorced and I did not know how to cope with it, and I got physical, and you got hurt and I regret it. That's why I've been wanting to talk to you and now that I have you back I will never let you go." All the words hit me like a shit ton of bricks.
All the pain that he has put me through, the way he made me feel like nothing, was because he was going through hell as well. But that was no reason behind it all I mean I feel bad that his parents split but deep down in the inside, I feel the way he felt. and that feeling is............HURT.
But I must have been blanked out for too long. Because Kennedi was about to put ice down my shirt.
"You better not, um... guys I have to pee ill catch up with you in a bit." I get up and walk in the direction of the restroom. But not before bumping into a hard chest. I look up to see Andrew..
