Saying Something Won't Save Something

Ch.1

Great. Another dreadful year I have to make it through. I'm Cameron and well I'm 16 but I'm in my senior year in high school. But, since I'm so "young " and taking classes basically smarter than everyone that's my age that just means me having to survive another year of bullying, taking more anti-depressant pills, and a whole another shit load of miserable stuff to deal with. I live with my brother since my parents were murdered my freshman year in highschool. Sinc, he had just turned 18 a month before they died, he became my legal guardian. I thought it would be great but every since they died all he does is work, and when he comes home he drowns himself in alcohol. I became depressed since I was the one who found them dead.
(Flashback) (Start the song 😝)
School actually wasn't half bad today! Of course I was called a few things like "Oh, the slut is here! Run!" And other silly shit like that. But, besides that it was great! I had to walk home today since the bus left earlier than I thought and my brother had football practice. But, I'm not complaining because it was a nice day outside and school wasn't too far from my house. I started to walk on my street to my house and started looking for my key to unlock the door but, strangely the door was unlocked. "What the hell?" I thought to myself, "Mom never leaves the door open." I walk into my house and no one greets me. "Mom! I'm home!" No response. "Mom? Dad?" I walk into my living room and find blood stains leading to the kitchen. "Did mom start her period or something?" I actually laughed really hard thinking about that. I walked into my kitchen and let out an ear splitting scream. My mom lying on the floor with a knife driven through her heart. I ran to the lifeless body and held my mom's head in my lap. "No no no! Mom please wake up! Please tell me this is some kind of sick prank!" I checked for a pulse and there wasn't one. I called for an ambulance and then just sat there and cried while staring at the knife that was pierced through her heart. I couldn't help but just scream the top of my lungs. As I screamed my brother came rushing in the kitchen. "Camer- MOM!! What the hell happened to her?!" He yelled at me. " What does it look like happened to her Brandon?!" He gave me this look I had never seen before. It was a look of hurt, anger, and what almost looked like betrayal. "Brandon, where are you going? Help me!Please Brandon I can't be alone!" I yelled at him as he walked out of the kitchen, " Away from you Cameron! You've already screwed up enough stuff in this family!" I couldn't do anything but cry over everything that has gone wrong. One of the people that I loved the most was dead. Gone forever. I would never see the beautiful smile she had, or hear her wise and encouraging words she'd give me when I came home from school and got bullied. I would never feel her arms being wrapped around me and giving me the sweetest hug, or look into the beautiful green eyes I inherited from her. And to make it even worse, instead of her asking me how my first day of school was, here she is lying dead in my arms. The ambulance came and took her away to attempt to save her but I already knew she was gone. I was waiting for my dad to get to the hospital only to see him on a stretcher being rushed to the emergency room. "Dad? Dad!" I tried to get to him but the staff was holding me back. " Ma'am you can't go back there. He's barely surviving and we need to start immediately." One of the nurses said. "But that's my dad! You're taking about! Let me fucking see him!" They wouldn't listen though. I put up a fight for about 10 minutes and suddenly I was being consumed by darkness.
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