Don't Know How (A SlimGod Original)

Four

TearsofJoi 🌈 |

2weeks later

Makayla Rich

The Weekend played loudly downstairs as I turned on my side pushing my hair out my face. I haven't been out of my room in a couple weeks since that shit that happened with Kyla never thought she'd do some foul shit like that.

They took my phone and me trapped in my room I sat back on the bed only to gaze out my window like I did every night.

"Makayla you haven't stepped foot out of your room, I'm getting worried honey. " My ma said softly knocking on the door.

This is literally the first time she's checked on me all week and now she's getting worried. She deserves the mother of the year award.

"Please say or do something so I know that your okay, I'm about to leave for my business trip."

"Mom she's been having one of her episodes again she doesn't want be bothered." Mariah said.

I walked up to my body length mirror and stared at the mark that still looked fresh I traced over it so many times wanting to scratch it out of my skin. The initials L.S. was branded onto my hip that night and I couldn't sleep anymore because every time I drifted off my mind went right back to that night.

I screamed for hours till I was hoarse and no one helped me I couldn't imagine what I did to deserve some shit like that .

I looked like shit my hair was a big poofy mess and all I sported was shorts and a sweatshirt. I lifted up my shirt to look at how small I've gotten I sighed and ran my hand through my hair my mind fluttered back to what they did I guess being blood didn't mean shit.

Kyla

"Kyla open the door." I was still trapped in my mind thinking of the events that occurred less then a couple weeks ago, I felt arms wrap around me.

"Wassup witchu' ?, got your moms and sisters freaking out " I looked at him confused.

"Nothing, I'm fine" I lied to him but I had to because after the day it happened he came over

"Come here" he said taking a seat on the bed and placing me in his lap.

"I know you in a state of feeling like you ain't got nothing or nobody but I'm here for you. " He planted his lips on my forehead and rocked us back and forth.

Nicole Rich

"So what we gone do next?"

"What you mean? We just gone try and get Rashad on our side." Mariah said.

"I don't think I wanna do this anymore." Kyla said nervously pacing around.

"See, I don't know why we even let you in on this shit, you fucking the plan up."

"This is easy ass money, not like we doing major damage and I need my hair done so ain't no you wanting out. " I said running my hand through my Malaysian.

"Yea, we already got Aaron and them to pop that li' cherry of her's already so she can be ready and you not a virgin anymore either so what? " Mariah said staring at herself in her camera.