The Good Girl is a Killer

Chapter 5 | Secret Love's and Unknown Numbers

Hello again! I'm picking up right where I left off. So, no time has passed or anything. Carry on reading now :)

❀𝐑𝐨𝐬𝐞'𝐬 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕❀

Cameron softly pulls away, sucking on my bottom lip. I low moan erupts in the back of my throat. He places kisses along my jaw and down my neck. My hand shoots up and my fingers tangle through his hair. He pulls me closer and rests his hands on my waist. He sucks and gently bites my neck, making me let out a short breathy moan. He makes his way back to my lips and we start again. The kiss is slow, passionate and full of love. My body is on fire, my skin is tingling, and every time our lips connect. A spark of pleasure soars through my body. 

Cameron suddenly pulls away. My eyes instantly open and I blink at him in confusion. He doesn't even look at me. What happened? 

Wow. Am I that bad?

♛𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐧'𝐬 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕♛

I can't look at her without ripping her clothes off. The way she looks, tastes, feels, sounds; it's too much for me. I can't do this, not right now. But I really want her. 

I need her. 

We can't go any further. It's not right. After everything that has happened today. 

"I'm sorry," I whispered. I could tell that she is confused. I got up and went back to my room.

***

I look over at my clock.

2:53 am

I can't sleep. I should've never left Rose's room. She wouldn't have let things go that far anyway. God, why am I such an idiot? I put my head in my hands. For all I know, she probably hates me. But, what if she can't sleep either. Should I go over to her room? No. No, that a stupid idea. 

It's dead silent. 

I'm pretty sure Rikkie, Rose and I are the only ones up on this floor. I sit and stare at the door. Wait, hold up. I can hear faint shuffling in Rose's room. What is she doing up at this time at night? Probably the same thing I'm doing. I stand up and walk over to my door. I place my hand on the knob. But, I don't turn it. Rose's door slowly creaks open and then shut. I can hear her footsteps approaching my room. I back away from the door. She stops, right in front of my room. I step on the floor, loud enough for her to hear. She starts turning the knob to open the door. But... stops. She let's go and steps back. I put my shoes on, just in case.

 I take a step forward and open the door. I expected her to have a nervous look on her face. To be standing there and fiddling with her fingers. Looking up at my eyes and biting her lip. 

There was nobody there. I look towards her room, there's a note. I turn my head and look at the elevators. Nothing. I walk over to her room and take the note. 

Cameron, I can't sleep. I know you can't either. I could hear you shuffling around. I wanted to go to you. I wanted you. I needed you. But, I couldn't. What happened? You got up and left. It hurt.

I did things I regret in that room. Go and see for yourself. 

I'm sorry. 

He told me to meet him outside. I didn't want too. But, he left me with a hard decision. 

Me or you? I spared you. I cared too much.

Please forgive me.  

I had to go. I'm sorry.