About Me

I Apolagize

So today, September 4th we had to put down my half blue, half red pit bull down. We have had him for about eight- seven years and he was my baby, my guardian angel who protected me and saved me from a dog near the end of a summer before I was in seventh grade.

What happened today was that there was a bunch of teens or around that age that were causing trouble, fighting each other or something. The cops were trying to find them in the general street/road area and they had decided to choose a random house to ask. And Koa is protective, he is definitely not a social dog but he loved our other dog Rocco, he loved all of our cats and he had just started to play with our other dog Captain America. When we first got Cappy it took Koa two months to like him and had just started to play with him like he played with Rocco.

Anyway the only person that was home had cracked the door open and he bolted out, knocking the cop down and attacked his face. That's all my mom was told. And so my hanai (adopted) brother works at the humane society so my mom had called him to know what will happen. The only best option was to put Koa down because we couldn't make him live the rest of his life in a kennel with a muzzle on, it would have only made him worse. His boss demanded that Koa be put down today even with the vet closed. Luckily my oldest brothers girlfriend works there.

My mom, eldest brother(with his gf and youngest son who is a baby) and I were there with one of his gf's coworkers to help put him down. Who he by the way wagged his tail happily as soon as he saw her. This is the second time she had to put down one of our pets, first was my other half Artemis, a cat that I loved so much and still have a hard time talking about. But we all held him and spoke to him as it happened

My mom, brother and I stayed in the room to continue petting him, kisses and such. I hugged him and cried so hard. I've probably never cried this much before.

And when my mom left the room, my brother wouldn't leave the room, so I just held Koa close and whispered into his neck "safe travels" because I originally wanted to do a small prayer like my Native American ancestors to bless them safe travels to where they go for any animal.

And I am apologizing because I do not think I will be able to write or update anything for a while. And I am not sure when I will be able to again. I also want to say sorry to the ones who read my older fanfics like Transformers and Avengers.