The Next Day
Lele:*head against anwars thigh sighs*
Anwar:Seriously is this the only reason why you called me over to mop around all day *chuckles runs his fingers through her hair*
Lele:I'm sorry no it's just I needed one of my guy best friends like a big brother and i know i can always count on you
Anwar:*half smiles*What is going on in vale and my lele's mind
Lele:You know that soon after this month juanpa is leaving back to mexico...
Anwar:*smile slowly fades worried*Oh right you guys talked about it
Lele:I never wanted to bring it up but it just came out on our date last night and it just it shattered my heart *sighs*
Anwar:It is something you can't avoid lele it's his hometown is whole family is there you can't expect him to stay longer or just stay
Lele:But that's the problem I just want him to not leave at all stay here and be with me but at the same time I want to be a good girlfriend and let him go be with his family
Anwar:And hows that working for you
Lele:Anwar it hurts I can't I don't want him to leave me *sniffs tears roll down her cheek*
Anwar:*hurt hugs her tightly rubbing her back*Lelz don't cry please It breaks my heart to see you cry
Lele:I can't help it I'm so scared that when he leaves he'll realize he made a mistake of making someone like me his girlfriend and he'll regret it then leave me for good
Anwar:Where is that coming from lele Juanpa loves you so much so much more than you could ever believe you are his everything it won't be easy for him as if isn't for you..*rubbing her back*
Lele:I just want him here with me anwar I don't want him to leave and him to just say to me he'll never leave me he'll always be with me and never let me go
Anwar:*cups leles face*Listen to me you still have a month with him right
Lele:*sniffs*Yea
Anwar:Just give Juanpa the time and space to figure out the decision of staying or leaving I'm sure it's much more harder for him but it takes time don't put any pressure on him with choosing and let him do it himself this month..no matter what he chooses just remember you are the one he loves and it'll always be you he'll never ever let you go so easily I know he'll fight for you until the end just believe in him
Lele:You're right *sniffs wipes her tears*
Anwar:Believe in him and just let him follow where his heart leads him
Lele:I know I can always count on you *hugs him tightly*
Anwar:Anything for my little sissy*kisses the top of her head*
He's so serious he wanted me to take this picture of him since it's his good side :P EHHHH what would happened if you weren't with me @anwar Thank you for today and the talk we had you really gave me something to think about I know I can always count on you whenever I need it such a sweet big brother to you I owe you my best friend @vgentaa is lucky for you mwah this is why it's so nice to have guy best friends at time #bestguybestfriend #hesmybestfriend #bf #bigbrother
With Juanpa
Juanpa:*sighs looking at the text on his phone from his family*
Bach:Yo juanpa what are you doing up so early in the morning *sits down next to him*
Juanpa:Sorry did I wake you up..
Bach:Nahh I was going to get up anyways it's just you and lele didn't come home until later and you still had a movie night date at her apartment
Juanpa:I couldn't sleep I had alot of things going on in my mind
Bach:I can tell you seemed really worried and over thinking I am here if you need to talk man *hand on his shoulder*
Juanpa:*sighs*It's just that after this month is over I'm headed back home to mexico
Bach:Oh shit I forgot you don't live in LA *looks down*
Juanpa:It's not going to be easy for me to just up and leave like what I did before because..
Bach:Now you got a girlfriend and a second family here it's not going to be easy at all *sighs*
Juanpa:And the subject was brought up between lele and I
Bach:No way what happen please tell me you guys didn't fight *worried*
Juanpa:We didn't fight but it just brought the lighten mood to our date a little down..
Bach:How come you guys started talking about it
Juanpa:I just asked her about vale and sebastian since there moving over here in LA soon and where there going to be what's there plan
Bach:Ahh I see how that conversation can get into place *half smiles*
Juanpa:I just I've been looking at text of my family happy I'll be home waiting for me to go home and all
Bach:You don't want to go back home
Juanpa:No i mean i want to go back home my family is there I can't ever leave my family but I don't want to leave los angeles either it's where my heart is
Bach:Have you ever thought about maybe moving out over here in LA *looks at him*
Juanpa:Since the first time I visited I felt right at home being here then I met you guys and lele and it just felt all right it was so hard to leave before but it became harder because we are family to one another and now lele's my girlfriend I just can't seem to want to go a day without her by my side..
Bach:I mean there is text..email..and facetime but honestly that isn't really as great as being in one anothers presence in person
Juanpa:Exactly..
Bach:So what are you going to do try long distance relationship..
Juanpa:I mean if it means keeping lele in my life of course..but I just can't get myself to leave anymore I can't do it I don't want to leave you guys..to leave her..
Bach:Look you have a month still living here right
Juanpa:Yea I do
Bach:What about maybe going to visit your family for a week and see how you feel then after that week you come back here stay the for the rest of the month and wherever your heart feels settled base it on your decision of going home or moving here to LA..
Juanpa:Do you think it works
Bach:Fool it works in every disney movie..*chuckles*
Juanpa:*chuckles half smiles*Bach come on
Bach:Just trying to lighten up the mood but I mean it should I know the feeling of being torn or leaving someone you love behind it's a tough place to be but I just went with how I felt and look at me now I have an amazing group of friends and I'm very happy in my life
Juanpa:I guess you're right I'll do that
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My Love For You
RomanceAs Juanpa and Lele grow closer and closer to one another feelings start to develop will views dreams come true of seeing their ship Zuripons becoming real