Shy(BXB)

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Sky's p.o.v +introduction

Hi! I'm sky! I know it's a girly name, but my mom wanted a girl. I live with 4 older brothers and 1 little sister. My mom was sure I'd be a girl, after all I was her 5th atempt. My father had left us after my sister was born. He told mom that he wanted her to be happy, but was not happy himself. My mom said it meant a lot that he helped her get her only wish before leaving 'a daughter' so that's my family. I should give our names so um here. My oldest brother who's 20 his name is jack, we call him jacky. He has a mental issue or something, mom said because of that he has to stay with us. Then there's 19 year old Luke, he didn't get accepted into college, 18 year old, Aaron. He got held back. 17 year old Juliann, he is the smartest, with straight A's there me 16 year old sky, then there's my little sis. 15 years old, her name is Milly, she's spoiled because she's what mom wanted all along. Notice how we're all a year apart? Mom never stopped trying for a girl. I'm quite popular at school so I don't care, there's this one boy. And I'm jealous of him. His names tanner, despite his name he's fluffing adorable, no one admits it's true. I've known him since the kindergarten, I approached him when I was young but he was to shy to even talk. I remember the memory perfectly.

It was afternoon, lunch time. I approached a young boy that I found quite the keeper, he was really nice to the teacher. In kindergarten that's perfect friend material. I said the simple words to become friends. "Hi! I'm sky.. Nice to meet you!" I used my biggest smile, but he said nothing but a few words. "Uh.....I'm t-tanner....  I gotta go.." He left, I found out his name but he left.

Little me was distraught, I knew he was shy but when someone says hi, your not supposed to act that way, I found out later on the he had been talking to other kids, that triggered me, I started bullying him and forcing other kids to stay away. I didn't want him to ever have a friend, if I couldn't be one.

(This story takes off in the beging of chapter 1, please skip if you don't just want his version)

As I got dropped off at school I was notified there was a new girl coming, I waited 10 minutes to find that she had come, walking beside tanner. I might be to late. I had to try tho. "Hey..." I walked up to her. She looked to tanner as to say none I've got this. "Who the heck do you think you are to go around telling people not to hang out with this kid, and then threaten them if they do, how about.. HEY EVERYONE THIS SKY DUDE, YEAH HES GAY"  she yelled

I bowed my head, I didn't hate the lgbt community, actually I supported it, it hit me hardly that she tried to insult me by calling me gay.

she's a idiot truly

And I think she caught on the it was a weak spot for me, it was mostly because Luke and Milly were homosexuals. I hated it when people insulted my family.

"Oh..See now how does it feel, to have people look at you like your just some toy, for their amusement?!" She yelled and then hit me. Again she was a idiot, tanner wasn't my toy for amusement, tanner was the kid that i am jealous of, I've never hit him. Ive insulted him, to make myself feel better. Also because this is the only communication I can get from him.

Aparently while I was thinking she hit me again, but in the forbidden place. I felt the pain but didn't care much, my older brother hit me all the time, to him I was his toy for amusement, Aaron only hit me, mom doesn't care tho, as long as her precious milly doesn't get hurt.

When I woke up I relised she had tanner by the hand and was running out, I was truly jealous.. Of tanner of course. I could already seeing her winning his heart over, then dumping him by the side of the road because he wasn't good enough for her.

Might as well catch up to him, after all I was protecting tanner, he'll never have to face heartbreak if he never faces love.

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OMG I SUCK SO MUCH, we all already know sky likes tanner, just won't admit it.  Anyway I hope you guys enjoyed learning a little more about sky himself, I don't like it when everyone thinks the bully's mean to be mean. Maybe irl but books, anyway I made Jack have a mental issue, but I don't know which one i want to make it, so I'll just put the affects of it, I guess. Love you guys.