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1 (first ending)
dear jana coliss,
you were beautiful you know.
the way your eyes glistened against the sunlight when you met bts.
on that very moment, i wanted your eyes to twinkle because of me
but they weren't
they twinkled because of taehyung.
one sided love between an idol and a fangirl;
normally the fangirl would be the one in love but for once,
it's the idol.
meeting you and seeing how you looked so fragile in the hospital gown, it broke my heart.
that night, you thought it was just taehyung who stayed with you at the hospital
but
i was there too, at the corner of the room where your eyes wouldn't be able to look.
on that night, I stayed up until 11:11pm just to wish for you to survive.
why didn't i just wish for me to suffer instead of you?
When I looked through your social medias, I saw how you shipped me with tzuyu,
Just for you...
I'll try and fall in love with her.
I'll miss you jana,
I love you jana coliss,
-jeon jungkook
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2 (second ending)
(where she survives)
dear jana coliss,
im so glad you made it through.
im so in love with you but it's best if i just give up.
cos your eyes are set on taehyung,
and his eyes are set on you.
I've always had a habit of letting people go because they'll be happier with someone else;
like my pet goldfish when i was ten hehe,
it loved the goldfish heaven more than it loved me
so i had to let it go.
i wrote this letter as a type of closure
taehyung and irene is all just for publicity.
you deserve to know that.
so just wait for him, for one more month.
they'll announce a realistic break up and taehyung will be able to get a new girlfriend.
but it won't be announced straight away.
you're strong enough to wait, you're beautiful enough to be accepted as his girlfriend.
so, to my first love, jana coliss,
this is jeon jungkook, you're golden maknae,
i love you.
now let's wait for that phrase to turn into past tense.
Jana coliss, I loved you,
-lots of love, jeon jungkook
