My life right now is insane. I have volleyball after school everyday and games twice a week. The season is over at the end of September so that's when I'll pick writing back up but I finally had time to write one chapter.
And this has already been posted on Fanfiction.net a while back but I didn't post it here. I will post the next chapter.
"I know, it's just hard." Spencer told Hanna. "You've never seen the love of your life kiss someone right in front of you." Her voice was quiet.
"Spencer," Hanna sighed. "Why are you with him then?"
"Because..." The tears burned behind her eyes, "I-I'm pregnant." Her voice was almost silent.
"What are you talking about? You took a test and then I thought that you started not too long after that."
"Yes, but I went to the doctor and she told me that it was normal to spot during pregnancy." She sighed. "I'm too upset at Toby to say anything."
"Again. Why are you with him other than the fact that you're pregnant?" Hanna nodded her head to Spencer's hand over her stomach.
"Because I love him and being apart hurts too bad." Spencer had been cold to towards Toby since she saw him kiss his doctor. She hadn't told him because she was too scared. She feared that the baby would harm their relationship.
Spencer left Hanna's and went to Toby's apartment, it had been 3 weeks since Toby had cheated on her. Each and every time she thought about what he did, she would cry and shut down on everyone.
She decided to go to the store to pick up some lunch for them. Toby was at work but he got his lunch break at one. As she walked through the loft she could smell Toby's cologne.
"Toby?" She called through the loft. She set the grocery bags down walked into Toby's room. There she saw Toby laying on his back on the bed with his eyes open.
"Hey... Toby." She waited for a response but got nothing. She walked to him and took his hand. He showed no sign of movement. She called his name and again, no movement.
She reached for her phone and dialed 911, she explained what happened. "Check for a pulse," The dispatch told her. Spencer found his pulse and waited for the paramedics, they came only a few minutes later.
Spencer was in the corner waiting for the paramedics to tell her anything. They took Toby out on the stretcher and put him in the back of the ambulance. He was in there with a gas mask over his face and finally looked like he was breathing. Toby slowly closed his eyes and opened them again.
Spencer let out a sigh of relief, they told her that there was nothing externally wrong with him but the doctors would have to run tests to find out what happened.
"Can you just tell me what happened?" She cried and the paramedic that was sitting in the back of the ambulance with her sighed.
"I'm not 100% sure, but we think he might of had a seizure." The paramedic took Spencer's hand and squeezed it, trying to console her.
Spencer nodded and tried to smile, it didn't quite reach her eyes. She still had tears falling down her face but they had slowed. The sound of Toby having a seizure worried her but she remembered that she had read about seizures. The magazine said that doctors could fix seizures, and they could prevent them if they were caught soon enough.
Spencer was shook from her thoughts as they pulled into the emergency entrance of the hospital. Spencer got out of the ambulance with everyone else and they rushed into the hospital. A nurse came up to Spencer and took her to the waiting room and began asking her questions.
"Does he have any allergies?" She had a chart in on hand and a pen in the other. Spencer couldn't think of anything, it seemed like she was going into shock. She couldn't believe that Toby was in the hospital.
"I'm not sure, he never said anything about any allergies." Her voice was shaky as she tried to hold back her already fallen tears.
The nurse said okay and left, Spencer could tell that she was trying to comfort Spencer as she tried to calm herself. Spencer sat there and waited, there was no way for her to be able to tell anything and the doctors wouldn't help her. She was horrified that they wouldn't be able to tell what was wrong with Toby. Spencer sits there and waits, she has nothing right now. She is alone and there is no one that she can think of to call.
After about an hour of waiting Spencer wakes with a shake on her shoulder and it is the same nurse that came in and asked her all those questions. She had a kind smile on her face.
"Anything?" Spencer asks standing to be able to wake herself up more.
"Yes, he is coming off of anesthesia so you can go and see him in about 15 minutes or when he shows signs of coming out." Spencer takes a much needed breath and sits down, she can breath now. Toby is fine, there will be something that the doctor can mention and they will fix it. She continued to recite this in her mind, it never stopped. She thought this was the only thing keeping her sane.
Spencer walks into Toby's room and it's just like the last time, the only difference no hot doctor this time. Spencer's eyes were burning again, with new tears.
"Toby," she whispered just as the doctor walked in. Spencer noticed that it was a neuro doctor that she had read about in a magazine.
"Toby just had a blackout because of the tumor that he has." Spencer's heart dropped at the mentioning of a tumor.
"How bad is it?" Spencer asked and took Toby's hand, he still wasn't awake but she needed some comfort.
"It is diffuse astrocytoma, this is just a grade two tumor and that is what we think caused the blackout. We can operate but it will be a very riskful surgery, as any surgery is," The doctor said with a nod.
Just as the doctor finished talking Toby opened his eyes and squeezed Spencer's hand.
"Hey," she whispered quietly. Her voice was soft and serious, there were tears building on her eyes.
"Hey, why are you crying?" he sounded scared. The look on her face was not very convincing.
"The doctor said that you have a brain tumor." his eyebrows raised and he tried to sit up but Spencer put her hand on his chest.
"What are you talking about?"
"You passed out and I started to freak out," her voice lowered. "I thought I had lost you Toby, I was so scared." She laid her head on his hand and let a small sob go.
"I'm pregnant and I love you so much, please don't leave me." Spencer said sadly. Toby grinned and kissed her soft lips.
There you guys go and I know that I kind of disappeared but I really needed a break from this. So tell me what you think is gonna happen and did you guess that Toby had a tumor?

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