Chapter 1: About Myself

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So this "series" was started back when i was 15. I was really depressed and was planning on suicide but my friends at the time pretty much saved my life and they're the only reason why i'm still here. The first book was called "I Don't Know How Long I Can Keep Holding On" Pretty long but there were certain people who actually cared about what i had to say about my depression and there were others who messaged me and told me they were going through same thing. It made realize that i wasn't alone and that's why i kept this series. In the second book, My Wattpad Journal, i posted a lot to a certain person and i also posted a lot of music videos that explained how i felt or they were songs that helped me when i was depressed. This one, I'm planning actually sitting down and talking things that just could to mind. I'm done with all the drama. New book, new start.

If you haven't read the 1st and 2nd book please do that

Ok, so about myself...

I'm 17

My name on Wattpad is R

I use to run track BUT i have kinda gotten out of it and i am now VERY fat...or atleast i feel like i am

I am a writer. I have another book called Thanks To You. That's where i post all my poems but here lately i haven't written a poem since May...SO IF YOU GUYS/GIRLS WANT TO GET TOGETHER AND WRITE A POEM PLEASE MESSAGE ME.

I am emotional, funny, I don't like 2 faced people, and i tell it how it is.

I LOVE MUSIC! Music is literally my life. I mostly listen to pop but i also listen to a variety of different music genres so if you have any suggestions let me know.

I AM A HUGE LOVATIC! Demi Lovato is my #1 favorite and her music has honestly changed me into the person i am now. On my darkest days all i would have to do is put on one of her songs and i was better. She is a huge reason that i didn't kill myself because she showed me that i wasn't alone. She showed me that even the people that seem extremely happy and had it all could be faking it.

So yea that's about it, you'll learn the rest as you read along. I HOPE YOU ENJOY

Till Next Time...
-R

This isn't me but i relate to a lot of things he says and I wanted to share it.

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