Friends With Benefits

Chapter Two

He got an apartment! That wasn't good though because thats when everything brutally fucked up. You see, when one has a space to themselves that brings more privacy and nothing is good when it's brought out into the daylight. Matt was still a hoe, I couldn't tell you where there wasn't a cum stain in his house. Maybe the shower cause he doesn't know how to fuck in there but overall the first night I stayed over was so fucked in many ways. You know when you start to get feelings of lust and you have a vagina amd the other person has a penis? Yea. That happened. The first time we ever had sex was the first time I had ever cheated on someone and I felt so terrible. It was all his fault. If he hadn't started to touch my leg then nothing would've happened. I honestly should've slept on the couch but no, I'm stupid as hell so that didn't happen. I let him touch me amd make me feel things I didn't want to but it's my fault right? It kept happening for 3 months and I couldn't stop it, even when he had a girlfriend. I stayed single after I broke up with Tyler. I didn't want to cheat, I wanted Matt. But guess what my fellow friends, after 5 months of friendship I fell so fucking hard for him that I couldn't deal with it anymore. My love for him drove me into insanity because no matter how much I cared for him, he would never feel the same about me. He even did the shittiest thing and cut off sex. I didn't ask for him to even start having sex with me, I became addicted and all of a sudden he decides to be a "good person" and fuck everything up just to be with a girl who could give 2 fucks less about him. Oh and she also lives 45 minutes away so how in the hell is he going to get her loose pussy? I thought I was everything he needed but I suppose that wasn't true.