A Collection Of Words

Feelings

They cloud your thoughts, take over your mind, claw at your very soul and what makes you human. They take over until you can't breathe and straight thoughts elude you. They are like a strong hallucination, forcing you to believe the impossible. Clawing on your soul until you die inside and become a walking corpse. Feelings are not merciful, they take and never give. Never taking a moment to think about what the consequences will be for people who feel. I wish I could turn them off. That there were a button that I could press and they would come and go as I wished. Feelings are not like that. If you feel happiness you must feel sadness. There is no other choice. They will swallow you whole and you will have no choice. No choice at all.