During the service I lost all control of my body but my eyes were on Marvin, I could feel butterflies in my stomach but surely the service ended both first and second then I started to wonder couldn't there be a third service but there wasn't and even if there was and more they will still all end. When I was at in my room all I could think of was Marvin he took my breath away he was handsome and cute and funny (I know because I saw his friends laughing at something he said) then I snapped out of the daydream because of my mom's voice "Ella (snapping her fingers) I can see you drolling from here what has gotten into you I haven't seen you like this since you were in fifth grade when you saw our neighbor's really cute son Benjamin" "I was just thinking about the new chandeliers in Church" that was a big lie a very big lie. "Was it the one next to
Marvin that really cute Pastors son" she said scotting me over to the other side of the bed, pretending she doesn't know I was really thinking about Marvin the really cute Pastors son standing next to the new chandeliers. "No" I said giving up "I was thinking about him" I said bowing my head down in shame "him who" she said as if she doesn't already know the him I was talking about, but anyway I told her "Marvin" "Marvin who because there are many Marvin in this world" then again pretending she doesn't know "Marvin Worthy the really cute Pastors son" "I thought so well I can only say one thing to you, if you like him such then go ahead and persue this one dream of yours" "really?" I said ask not really sure if she meant it "sure you can't just sit around and do nothing go find away to make Marvin realise that there's a girl out there called Ella J-Kain that really likes him and besides your old enough to start dating or even start getting married or start having babies an-" I caught her of "mom, am only 20 years old remember" "yes sweaty I just got carried away by the moment" she said tearing and standing up "am gonna go get some tissue and a banana want one" "no mom thanks am good in fact starting from tomorrow I have a new goal and that is making Marvin Worthy notice me" "cut your hair" my mom said going out the door then I throw a pillow at her but missed "MOM!!!" I shout, then she says with her voice fading away "What, it's to long it displeases me." But then I chuckle out of sudden amusement then put a game face on.
