Drug Me

Chapter 5

My classes were quite boring. Everyone shouting and making mess and nobody ilistenng to the teachers. And in my science class, that was in my first period, it was difficult to study with everyone laughing at me and I heard some bad things about me like 'she was the most popular girl and she thought that everyone loved her, turns out that she was wrong' and some giggles came after those hurtful words. I try to ignore those kind of things but it's just so hard, I do care what people say about me even though I don't show it. I wish Niall was here or Tamara. Stan is in this class, he's not talking but he's not making them shut up like Niall did so I don't care about Stan. I do miss Paraguay, yes it is a small country but it's very kind and nobody will hurt your feelings we were all friends there. I remember Alicia, she was my best friend we use to go together EVERYWHERE, she's a year older. I miss her though I need to talk to her, when I moved here I talked to her the first 2 years and then we never talked again. But I can't call her today, because Niall will come for dinner. Fuck. I forgot to invite him. I'll go look for him now. 

'Umm Niall?' I say he's with some of his friends. He stands up and smiles at me. 

'Becca, what's up' 

'Would you like to come for dinner tonight? if you have nothing to do' I ask more than shyly because all of his friends are there and I can bet they are listening to all of this. 'I do have something but I could cancel it for you' I smile

'What time should I be there' 

'7 will be ok' 

'Okay thanks, see you there' I murmur a 'no problem' before waving at him and go to my house. I stop at the mall to buy a dress and I could feel eyes on me everywhere I go. I decide to ignore them and buy a lace black dress. It's so pretty.

'Dad, are you at home?' I say and nobody answers. 

'Dad? Dad where are you?' I walk upstairs to my bedroom and I find my wardrobe in  in the floor, my mirror is broken, a gasp comes out of my mouth and I see red footprints from blood I start crying. What is happening? Did someone broke in my house? 

'DAD WHERE ARE YOU?!' I'm panicing so much I run to the bathroom to find my Dad in the bath covered with blood.  

'OH MY GOD! DAD! DAD ARE YOU OK?! DAD?' I start shouting at him he opens he's eyes. He doesen't seem very injured, thanks God. I hear a familiar voice. Stan.  

'Well, well guess who's here' I turn around and he's clening a knife. Oh. 

'What did you do? Are you crazy?!'  

'Calm down babe, you really believe that the guy at the apartment was the one that raped you?' I stay silent. 

'It was me. But if you say a word I swear to your father, that I'll kill him' I can't stop crying I just can't. Then he leaves and I call the ambulance quickly. I told them my dad wanted to kill himself because otherwise they won't believe me. My dad heard everything that Stan said, I remembermyself to explain him everything I knew  and about Niall after he gets out of hospital. Shit. I completely forgot about NIall coming home for dinner. It's 7:30 already he must have been there since 7. I check my phone to find 4 missed calls from him and a text that says:  

-Becca where are you? Is everything ok?

I call him to get directly to his voice mail. He must be really angry. I send him a text message saying sorry but he doesen't respond. The doctors told me my dad will stay for 3 days but I should go home so I go home and I find my bedroom the exact same way I found when I left everything broken and with blood I start cleaning and when I'm about to finish I break down. I never cried so much, why did Stan had to get with my dad? Does Tamara know something about this? Wait a minute, Tamara said she went out with Stan that night before anything could happen. But Stan said it was him the one that raped me. Ugh I'm so confused I need a shower. After all I was on my period and I forgot, I can't see blood anymore or I'll vomit. I try to find my laptop and I skype with Alicia.  

'Aliiiiiiii! How are youu? I miss you so much, you don't know how much I suffer in here' 

'BECCA! I miss you too, wow you look hotter than before!' I laugh at her weird compliment. 

'But why are you suffering what's wrong?' I tell her everything, we both cry together we both laugh at some things and I tell her about Niall, I could feel my eyes widen when I talk about him. Is he mad because he came here and nobody was here? Well I'll ask him tomorrow, I need to explain him about Stan. No I can't. If I do that he'll kill my dad. I end the conversation with Alicia telling her we will talk this week again before falling asleep. I have the same dream I had the other day but now Niall says 'One of the bad things already happened, I can't protect to' It didn't sound good. What if Niall is friend with Stan and they both planned this? I can't tell him about this because then Stan will know I told someone. I decide to not go to school today and I have my breakfast. I visit my dad and take my laptop with me I watch catching fire like I said I will and after that I watch Mean Girls, one of my favourite movies. I call Niall,  

'Hello?' He says and I hang up. I can't talk to him. I NEED TO KNOW HIM MORE. But he fucking refuses to talk to me. Great. I don't think he'll be mad he has nothing to be mad about. My dad could've been killed so it's crearly not my fault. 

I've been waiting for my dad to wake up so I can tell him about all of this. After a couple of minutes a nurse comes to me,

'Rebecca Lopez right?' I answer her with a nodd. 'Your father is awake you can go see him if you want?' I thank her before walking away.

'Dad?' I walk in and he smiles at me.

'Hey sweetie'

'Are you feeling better?'

'Yes much better'

'Good, I need to talk to you'

'Sure let it out' Why is he being so nice to me?

'Ok but please don't freak out' I say before explaining to him ever single thing that has happened.

Hey guys this chapter is a really bad one but I've been more than busy with my ballet rehearsals, don't forget to vote and comment. Love you guys☺♥