It's been 2 weeks since i lived here. I met this younger boy named Dustyn at the mall last weekend, he's already like a brother to me. He's about 5"11 with brown kind of swoopy, he's extremely skinny, almost as thin as me I think, he's very attractive, but gay.
I'm supposed to hang out with him and his friends at the mall today I'm just a nervous wreck due to the fact i don't people very well.
His mom's white Range Rover slowly pulled into my driveway, probably to see if she's at the right driveway. I walked by the mirror fixed my bright blue hair a little and then walked out.
When we arrived he immediately started introducing me to his friends. Me and this girl named Meg became friends right off the bat. She's kind of short but still taller than me, she has blue and pink hair galaxy like, and she's wearing a pierce the veil shirt.
As we were walking over to the bridge to get to the bird I ran right into somebody. As I looked up at the boy, he was tall, very pale, pretty hazel eyes,flippy brown hair and cute...very cute. I jumped back and stuttered "uhhhh... I'm so sorry I was looking where I was going." He looked down at me and smiled "It's okay! Accidents happen. I'm Levi, and you are?" I just kind of got lost in his face pointing out every perfection he has. I mean that jawline is perfect.... "Well October aren't you going to answer the boy?" Yelled Dustyn. "I'M SO SORRY!!! My name is October Ashes. Well my middle name is Ashes but I think it sounds cool." I rambled. He just laughed and said "Can I call you Ash?" I thought in my mind woah cute boy just gave me a nickname of course he can call me whatever he wants. "Uhhhh sure! Call me whatever you want. Ash is cool so yeah.."
He walked with us over to the bird and we all sat in the grass and talked for a good bit until it got dark outside. Me and Levi walked inside the mall together, we took the long way through the movie theaters. He's a really sweet guy, he's funny, a bit strange, and also very mysterious. "You know Ash? You're very beautiful, your eyes are lovely but you can also tell that you've been through alot of pain just by looking at your eyes" he said alot more but I wasn't paying attention I was just shocked. No one has never caught on that fast, there's something about this boy that makes me want to get closer to him.
Summer passed quickly I tried to hangout with my best friend Dustyn as much as I could. I only got to see Levi like once or twice due to him having to work. But when fall comes and school starts I'll be able to see him dailey! The thought of that just makes my heart pound.
I went to my fridge to grab a monster, it was my third one today. My dad stumbled into the kitchen and came over to hug me, it was obvious he has been drinking I could smell the horrid stench of alcohol on his breath. I went to walk out of the kitchen and he grabbed my shoulder making me turn around "You don't do enough around here you're just like your mom a worthless piece of shit!" I have learned to ignore the toxic words he speaks, it's best to ignore it than let it consume you.
I walked into my room and called Levi, he always comforts me when I'm sad. He's really good at it. I fell asleep after our 3 hour phone call with his soothing voice still in my mind.
