Dear Mom

It's been so long since I've written to you I still haven't heard from you, how I still miss you. I've noticed that I've thought about you more and more these days. I find myself wondering where you are and if you are ever coming back to me. I was looking out my open window and I heard your humming travel through the wind as if it was coming from the moon. It seemed like you were singing to the moon and it was telling me your story, but it's just me missing you.
I meet so many people in this world but I still can't find one that will stay as my friend. Mommy you were very pretty and I try so hard to be just as pretty as you but why does no one see me... Do you see me Mommy? It's kinda sad to think but there are times when I think you'd of had a happier life if you didn't have to think about me. As much as I love you... I fear the question of "would my life be better if you just stayed away forever" but deep down I know I never want to know the answer because even if you aren't the same woman I loved you're still me mom.
How I wish you and sissy just stayed with me and daddy when I was little, we could of been happy, right? We could of been together and you could watch me grown, you could stay beautiful, and sissy would have a dad too. I wonder if one day you will find my letters to you, but if you do I have a feeling it wouldn't be for a good reason and if that comes mommy don't cry, your little girl is strong so I promise as much as I can that'll never happen.
...I just never want to see you or daddy cry ever again...

Write to you soon,
Love your little girl~