Hail Marry forgive me blood for blood hearts beeting... Hey guys! So I am updating from now on, on my computer so i will write more. I am really in a writing mood right now! I am listeing to Pierce the Veil Collide With The Sky entire album gawd its perfect <333
I kissed the scars on her skin, I still think you're beautiful, and I never want to lose my best friend. I screamed out god you volture, bring her back or take me with her..
I had this dream we could fly, maybe if we never wake up we can see the sky.
Last night, you said you ended up in palm spring dancing on tables.
What a waste of a perfectly good clean wrist... You were were screaming till the police came. Can we create something beautiful then distroy it.
G-l-a-m-o-r-o-u-s, we're flying first class up in the sky, popn champain rockn all night.
Okay i know that last one wasn't Pierce the Veil. But imagian Vic singing that. XD oh i make myself laugh
K. Sorry for the sad song lyrics. Time to write.. Yay! :D
Taylor's POV
The door bell rings...
"I GOT IT!" I yelled at the top of my lungs as I run down the stairs as fast as I can. I almost tripped.
I do not think i have ever ran that fast in my entire life. I think i got there in about .3 seconds.
"Hello" I say as I open the door almost panting.
"Woah slow down there girl breath. We aren't going anywhere with out you. No need to run." Kellin said laughing.
"I was just getting ready to bring all my stuff down. It's not a lot. Just what i thought i might need. I am sorry if it is a lot. I didnt know if it would be or n.." I talk really fast about pointless things when I get nervous. So i just talk on and on and on.
"Its fine. Calm down. Lets go up and get your stuff so we can go okay?"
"Okay. Where are the rest of the guys?" I only saw Kellin. I was kinda hoping Justin was going to be here. But its ok. I gots Kellin
Me and Kellin walked up stairs to get my stuff. Suddenly i remembers all the posters in my room. Oh god oh god oh god.
"So Kellin before you go in here remember that most of the posters and what not for from like when i was 15. Just remembr." I got really nerevous and we walked into the room and a wave of embarrousment came over me. Jesus i am stupid why didnt i take this down. He looked around the room with this smerk on his face.
"You know, you can't marry more than one person. And I thought you said Justin is your favorite?" He said pointing to the poster of him that i wrote 'I will marry you Kellin Quinn.'
"Urm. Yeah. Okay you are my favorite. I was in love with you and what ever. But again I was fifteen when i put most of these up. Out of the whole band you made the most inpact on me. Your dad died when you were young and so did mine. I could connect with that. So yes. You are my favorite because I can feel some what the same pain you have. Knowing someone else feels like i do it releases the pain." I sad with a tear about to fall.
"Oh, I'm sorry. I was only joking. Please don't cry. It will be okay. Tell me. What happened to him?"
"I was 14. My dad went to go get something for dinner at the store. We were all watching tv while we got the call. It was the hospital."
~Flash back~
"Mom, Matt won't leave me alone! I am trying to watch tv and he keeps bugging me. Mom make him quti!!
"Matthew leave her alone. Be nice to your sister. One day she will become better than you, just wait!"
"What ever, I'm just going to go into my room until dad gets home" he was such a sassy 16 year old.
"Okay Matt."
"Finally! Oh my god." i yelled
"I wonder what is taking your father so long. Lets hope he didn't run away otherwise Matt will be up there forever!" my mother said with a giggle.
"You know, that might not be a bad idea." I turned around and told her.
Just then the phone rang.
"Hello."
"Is this Mrs. Baitman?"
"This is she. Who is this?"
"This is Mr. Dewet, from the police station. I am afraid that your husband has gotten into a car crash. He is in the ICU. He doens't have much time left."
*At the ICU*
Tears filled my eyes. This is the last time i will ever see my father. There is nothing anyone can do to save him.
"Hey daddy"
"Hello pupkin. I want you to know that i love you. I love you no matter what. You and Matt are my world. You mean so much to me. Promise me you will make something of your life. I want to look down on you and be proud. Make me proud Taylor Jade. You are amazing and perfect. You can do anything. I love you forever." The heart rate machine went dead the slow beeping stopped he was dead. Gone. Forever." and those words to me, were his last..
~End of Flash Back~
"That is another reason i am doing this. To make him proud. To make something of my self." I said. I was crying now.
"Taylor. I am so sorry. Listen. You will make something. He will be proud of you. But right now we have to go. We have to get your stuff in the car and i have to get your mom to sign some things."
We put everything i was taking into the car and went back into the house. I walked up to my room to say good bye. This was it. I was leaving. Finally.. I was going to be gone.
"Okay, so if you could sign this paper that says, for this summer Taylor is going to be with me."
My mother signed the paper. She hugged me. I said good bye to Matt. We got everything else we needed. We got into the car and we drove off.
I looked out the window of the car. This was it. I am gone.
"Are you ready for this?!" Kellin screamed
"Fuck yes! I have been ready since I was 15!" I yelled back
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So this chapter took forever to write. I got distacted so many times I watched a video sleeping with sirens made when Jesse was the new guitarist.. The feels. Does anyone know why Brandon left?
Any way tell me whaat you think (:
