Ships Happen - Zane~Chan

~(9)~

Is that how I really feel about Kawaii~Chan? I mean, it could be more or the less. I really don't know.

I open my eyes, those words welcoming me. I can't get Kawaii~Chan off my mind. It's like she's a virus that will never go away. She's always bothering me.

I realize I'm inside of my bed room. I get up and go downstairs to my kitchen. I make myself some breakfast, just eggs, and turn on My Little Horsey in my living room.

As I eat my eggs, I have time to think... About Kawaii~Chan.

I don't want to be around her, but at the same time, I do. I want to be around her. I want to be in the warmth of her hug. I want to just cuddle up with her on my couch like how it happened in my dream. But how can I ask so much for something that will most likely never happen? Something that would be nearly impossible: Kawaii~Chan having feelings for me. That would never happen. Would it?

I finish up my breakfast and get dressed. As I continue watching My Little Horsey, my cell phone starts to ring. I pick it up and look at the contact on the screen. It's Aphmau.

"Hello?" I answer it.

"Hey, Zane. I was wondering if you wanted to go out for lunch today with me?" she asks.

"Sure. Where to?" I say.

"I don't know. Katelyn said it would be a surprise," Aphmau tells me.

"What? There's other people coming?" I ask.

"Uh, yeah," she says.

"Who?" I say, a little afraid of the answer.

"Well there's me, Garroth, Katelyn and... Who else?" I hear Aphmau ask. I also hear a faint sound of someone answering her over the line.

Is Kawaii~Chan coming? Is Kawaii~Chan coming?! IS KAWAII~CHAN COMING?!

"Oh yeah, and Kawaii~Chan," Aphmau says.

I don't know whether to feel very excited or very scared. Or maybe even nervous? Kawaii~Chan is coming to the lunch with us? I honestly have no idea what to do with myself right now.

"Zane?" Aphmau says. "Are you there?"

I realize that I spaced out for a few seconds.

"Yeah, I'm still here," I nearly whisper into the phone.

"Okay then, be at my house at about 12:30," she tells me.

"Okay, bye," I didn't even give Aphmau a chance to say bye to me.

I honestly didn't know whether I wanted to go or not.

If it was Kawaii~Chan and I alone, that would be a different story...