Emotional Rollercoaster

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Chapter one: Puppy Love.

It was my freshmen year of highschool 2009 and I was young dumb and worst of all in love with the senior star of the basketball team Darrion Livingston.

He stood 6"2 caramel colored skin ah handsome face oval shaped hazel eyes the most beautiful heart shaped pink lips. An all around looker and a cocky mothetfucker he pushed a ranger rover cromed out but needless to go on and on about him like I could. He was into me to in fact he was my boyfriend he was someone who would take me to ups and downs so yall hold on as I tell you the story of me and my boo.

Take the picture of the lower half And don't put your face in it Lyric my home girl E said

I was soo damn neverous I know darrion was tired of waiting on me sexually and I wanted to be able to please him but I was soo scared I mean damn I was only 15 darrion on the other hand was 17 and had been around the block but I felt so lucky he saw something in me I mean I wasn't bad looking I stood 4"11 brown skin curly unruly hair and my face was having ah slight ance problem ah few pimples here and there I fucking hated being in what my called the ackward stage. I had a big butt nice size breast but a slight tummy which my Bae had me working on. My mother was constantly tellin me not to worry about my ance my beautiful white smile and slented light browns eyes took away from it. My mom was raising me on her own and times were a little rough so I wasn't a terrible dresser but it was room for Improvement. I loved my mom dearly she was always there when I needed to talk. My dad was some guy my mom fell for in college she always said nice things about and how she loved him but ah little after she had me he upped and left so I just knew him as the child support check that came every two weeks and the gifts he'd send every holiday. I'd seen a few pictures he'd send with letters writing me because he claimed writing was easier to do than talkin on the phone he felt guilt for his absence but I didn't hate or hold any resentment my mama always taught me to be understanding.

After sending my boo my nude picture he had asked for I paced the room how would I know if he liked it I questioned.

Relax E said sitting up on my queen sized bed and Rollin a joint we were about to smoke.  I mean I wasn't a bad ass.by any means in fact the opposite good girl shy type but I did enjoy getting lifted while my mom was at work my mama worked third shift at the local hospital so my grandma coming to stay with us was a win. She was cool as hell . Sometimes she would even let me and E get drunk with her.

E had been my bestfriend forever we had been neighbors since we were in kindergarten . E lived with her grandmother her mom was military and always gone and her dad she didn't deal with him couldn't take the fact he'd married and had kids with someone other than her mom . E was opposite of me but we balanced each other out.

E was dark skin classic ghetto girl real flashy  slim big butt not to cute in the face but had talk game about her and always had a boyfriend me on the other hand Darrion was my first boyfriend and I was high off love.

After smoking with E I burned some candles we ended up eating the hell out of some fried fish and French fries my grandmother had made.

Laying across the bed E looked at me with a strange look

What's up girl I said

You really like darrion huh she asked

Yea I answered smiling ear to ear

Lyric be careful I'm hearing shit so just be careful E said sounding concerned

What shit are you hearing I asked.