She lies awake a night with tears running down her face holding the blade, thinking how you said you'd always be there for her, and she thinking how easy it would be to just end it all tonight. where are you now when she needs you most, when she about to end her life? she thinks that no one will even care if she's gone, all because you said you cared when you don't. you said you loved her but yet where are you right now, while she's hear holding the shiny blade that could end her life, at least the blade doesn't lie.... you don't care enough to stop her, so she ends it all that night. the night she lied awake thinking about how you were never there for her when she needed your support the most..
