His secret

His secret 1

That is what Lexi looks like really hope you enjoy the book spent a lot of time on it 😂😘...

(Lexi P.O.V)
I wake up with heavy eyes messy hair more acne from how much I sweat  I couldn't be uglier...

I get out of bed eagerly wanting to go back to bed while I walk around like jello god I hate mornings I get into the bathroom with dread and no expression at all

I hope today will be a better day

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I go downstairs and smell something with flavor and bacon!! I sprint over to my older sister who is making bacon my favorite food

"Hey are those my overalls" she scoffs "n-no" I stutter "uh don't you have to get to school" she says  looking concerned "crap!!" I yell  I grab two pieces of bacon and my back pack and quickly rush to my bus

I quickly walk to the bus and put my hands in my overall pockets I was walking behind Hunter when something dropped it was a diary

"Hey h-" I tried to get out before he cut me off "don't talk to me you little slut" I just walk to my seat I guess I can have some use in this book I open to page one of the book and read

-1
Why can't I have her the girl I dream of every night the girl I drewl over I don't wanna put on this act anymore because inside it really hurts I can't get her out of my mind I want her and only her not my fake girlfriend I only want her I had her in the palm of my hands and now I lost her

Wow that was deep that's why I caught Hunter crying but who is he putting on the act for

I couldn't read anymore because the bus stopped I quickly shoved it in my bag and stood up behind Hunter "hi Hunter!!" I say "slut how many times do I have to tell you dumbass don't talk to me"

"Have you been crying" I ask "why would you need to now nobody cares" I say "Hunter we used to be bestfriend so I care a lot actually" I swear I saw a smile

We get off the bus and Hunters friends push me off the last step of the bus so I hit my head on the concrete I was bleeding but I've had worse

Then my other ex bestfriend that turned on me with Hunter and is now dating Hunter comes up to me "slut stay away from my man your just a little cunt that nobody loves so stay away or you will regret it cut way deeper so you will die"

I just sit the clueless it really hurt though and a tear came down I just walked away

(Hunters P.O.V)
I was talking to my friends and I heard my girlfriend yelling at Lexi "slut stay away from my man your just a little cunt that nobody loves so stay away or you will regret it and cut deeper so you will die"

She just stands there clueless and I saw a couple of tears come down I just wanted to run up to her and give her a big hug "guys I'm gonna go see soothing real quick"

I walk over to were I saw her walk away and I heard "am I that worthless maybe I should cut deeper I just wanna die I lost everyone and everything this world is a cold place and I don't think there is a person on this earth that loves you or will now your gone I just don't wanna be here anymore"

She sobbed there were millions of tears everywhere "okay just put on a smile and everything with be okay" she whiped her tears away and smiled a little bit her smile and light up this hole world 

I walk behind her and she turns around and tears up she just stood there in shock "d-did you hear anything" she ask "no" I walk the other way so she doesn't feel so uncomfortable

(Lexi P.O.V)
After I got done crying I heard someone behind me i turn around and I was scared it was Hunter I started to cry again "d-did you hear anything" I ask "no"

He walks away but I want him to stay

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I got home and my sister said were going to the Rowland's sense Mrs. Rowland's like a mom I go upstairs and put on

Her outfit 👆
Her hair 👇

I walk downstairs to see my sister ready "wow sis first time you ever wore a crop top you look hot" she says "lol thanks let's go" I say as she gets up and walk to the door they live 3 houses down so we walked

We got there and before I could ring the doorbell he answered it "hey Lexi come in" he says

"Hunter take her up to your room" Brandon saw me and gave me a huge hug and wrested his head on my shoulder "I missed you so much" then Ashton came out "LEXI!!!" He yelled "hey shorty"

"Guys leave her alone" Hunter says "okay me and Ashton are going to play out side bye" they say "see yah" Hunter yanked my wrist so I would go into his room it hurt a lot then he smacked me "you ugly whore why did you have to come here"

Then he just breaks down in tears and falls on the floor and puts his knees to his chest "Hunter what's wrong" I ask "shut up ugly whore" I was about to leave when he pulled my wrist back "stay and if you tell anyone in my family or your family I hurt you u will be dead"

"HUNTER WHY SHOULD I STAY WITH YOU MAKE ME WANNA COMMIT SUICIDE EVERY TIME I SEE IVE CRIED OVER YOU I HAVE TRIED TO KILL MYSELF 7 TIMES I STARVED MYSELF AND YOU WANT ME TO STAY YOU MAKE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL"

"I-I'm sorry" he says "sorry DOSNT help" i walk out of the room and storm home and read some of his diary

-2
God She is beautiful I hate what I'm doing to her but I have to if I don't want to be a nerd but I hate putting on this act for a stupid reason I hate everyone and everything besides the love of my life I love her so much if only I could hear those words come out her mouth

I wish he was talking about me I'm In love with him there is only one way to see if he likes me

Sorry this chapter is bad but I tried