Regret (the past)

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Eun Mi's POV:

Today is the day of my flight. I woke up early at dawn because my flight is at 6. So i wake up at 5. I finished my business and decided to finish my plan

Plan:
1. Wake Unnie up and tell her that i will be going out.
2. Dont tell her that i will be going to give letters to everyone (BTS, Byul unnie, Eun Ha.)
3.Give them their letters and leave them at the doorstep.
4. Go back home and go to airport.
5. Call Unnie and say goodbye.
6. Goodbye....

Yep that is my plan. So i am gonna wake up unnie now.

"*knock* *knock* Unnie. I am going out okay? Just walking around" i ask at through the door.

"Arasseo just be careful." She said with a sleepy voice. Im gonna miss you unnie.

I went out and started heading their Homes. I reached Eun Ha's doorstep.

"Eun Ha gomawo for being there for me. I love you bestie." I said and left for Jimin Oppa's house.

"Jimin oppa, take care of Eun Ha for me okay? Dont let her get hurt. Always be by her side. Anyyeong." I said still holding back my tears.

"Suga oppa, Mianhae for making you dissappointed. I need to make you dissappointed again. Take care you have been a great brother. Anyyeong" i said as i reached his doorstep and leave the letter there. A tear dropped out.

"J-hope oppa, sorry for making you mad. But always be happy. Thank you for cheering me up always when i am sad. Take care. Anyyeong" i said when i put the letter in his doorstep.

"Taehyung oppa, *sobs* take care of Je Hee unnie for me okay? *sobs* please.. Dont make her hurt.. *sobs* o-okay? I am so sorry. Anyyeong oppa. You have been a really great brother to me. Take care of Unnie. That is my wish." I said as i jump out of the fence. I hope no one saw that. Then, 3 tears gushed out. I still can control this.

I reached Jin oppa's house. I cant do this. I can i can i can! I just need to leave it there! As i reached the doorstep..

"O-oppa *sobs* oppa *sobs* you have been a great brother. I am so sorry i have to leave. I know you understand. Please take care of Byul unnie. Please.. Dont let her suffer alone. Help *sobs* help her through di *sobs* difficult situations. Anyyeong oppa."

"Rapmon oppa, take care of your members well.. Even though we never really talk much but you have been a great brother. Please look after Jungkook cause i am leaving." I said and left the doorstep.

The last person. The person i love the most. The person i will never forget.
Jungkook.

"*sobs* Jeon *sobs* Jungkook. Aish! Why *sobs* cant i *sobs* talk well? Hah... All i want to say is in the letter. You can just read it. Have a happy life with Minjae kay? Byul unnie, saranghae. I am so sorry that i leave without saying goodbye. Take care of Jungkook for me okay?" I said and left the house. Goodbye my first love. I will never forget the love and the pain thag you gave me. I love you.

I go back to my house and take my suitcase with me. I went to the airport and check in. Now i am waiting. Unnie call me. She sounds like she's crying.

"Yah! Dongsaeng. Why didnt you tell that you are leaving early? Aish! Wae?!" She said while crying.

"Unni mianhae. Uljimah.. Dont cry. Please take care and i love you unnie. We will keep in touch okay? Right now i need to board the plane. *bang!* unnie what is that?" I ask her. But she didnt reply. I heard muffle conversation then suddenly...

"Chou Eun Mi... Come back here." That voice. Jungkook..... Mianhae andwae.

"Im sorry. I cant. I love you and take care. Have a happy life with Minjae." I said and hung up. I boarded the plane  and sigh. See you Korea.

Jungkook POV: *listen to paper hearts cover by Jungkook*

I woke up in the morning to get some walk since its saturday. I check on Byul Noona  she is still asleep. When i open the door i saw a letter it said to me so i open it. I notice one is for Byul noona. When i open it

Dear Jeon Jungkook,
Um.. Hi! I wrote you this letter to inform you that i granted your wish. Remember when you said you dont want to see me again? Ever? Yep. I left. So Jungkook-ah.. I have fulfill what you wanted right? Its time for you to fulfill what i wanted. Take good care of yourself. Please forget me because i am nothing to you. Have a happy life with Minjae. Anyyeong Kookie-ah...

Love,
Choi Eun Mi, your crush.

After i read that letter. My heart hurt. Eun Mi-ah. Mianhae. Jeongmal mianhae. Dont leave yet. Please. Dont. I... I... I Love You.

I heard a gasp. I notice that Byul noona have read the letter and she is right next to me. She's crying.

"Noona I'm going to Je Hee noona's house okay? Do you want to come?" I ask and she nodded.  With that we took off.

When we reached Je Hee noona house, we saw the door slightly open. When we went near the door, we saw Je hee noona crying while calling someone. I heard the word 'dongsaeng' and barge in and took her cell. She looks puzzled.

"Unnie what is that?" The voice ask. Ahh.. I miss that voice.

"Choi Eun Mi.... Come back here" i said. I am so worried and angry at myself. Please dont leave.

"Im sorry. I cant. I love you and take care. Have a happy life with Minjae." With that she hung up. My world broke down. Is this what Jin hyung meant? Why didn't he tell me?

I ran out of the house and go straight to the park. I sat on a bench while memories of me and her are flashing through my minds. I cry when i reached the spot that i ask her to become my girlfriend. I realize the feeling that i have been asking my self. Its love. Mianhae Eun Mi. Im sk sorry... I....










I regret it.











TBC

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