Married to a Sex God (SGS#1)

Chapter 19

Argus

9 months ago, 

magisa lang ako sa opisina ko ngayon, inaasikaso ang dapat na asikasuhin para makauwi narin ako panigurado akong inaantay na ako ng magina ko sa ospital pinakiusapan ko muna sila Dwayne na bantayan siya don habang wala ako saglit lang naman ako di ko kase to pwede pabayaan dahil itong trabaho na to? para to sa magina ko, babae ang magiging anak namin. magkakaroon na ako ng prinsesa at sobrang saya ko nung malaman kong babae pala ang magiging anak naming dalawa.

niligpit ko na ang table ko at handa na sana ako umuwi pero bigla nalang narinig ko ang pagsara ng pintuan ng Opisina ko, nakita ko ang secretary ko dito. ang secretary kong sinasabi ng ibang empleyado ko na may gusto at obsess daw sakin? i get what they mean kaya di ko masyado pinapapunta si Peyton dahil baka anong marinig nya sa mga empleyado ko at di pa naman ako sgurado kung totoo ba yun o hindi.

"what do you need, Ms. Palermo?" i ask her, nakatingin lang sya saakin iba ang tingin nya at nagiba rin ang pakiramdam ko ngayon sa mga tingin nya. parang may mali at hindi ko alam kung ano ba ito. "i need?" she ask me, her voice are different from the normal Fancy Palermo that i know. my secretary that i knew. 

lumapit siya sa pwesto ko she touch me from my neck down to my pants. "what are you doing?" i ask her, pero ngumisi lang sya and force me for a kiss that i wouldn't respond. i pushed her, at napapunas ako sa labi ko. "what now? you ask me what i need, thats the answer Mr. Martin, all i need is you" she smirk on me and sit on my lap. 

playing my hair and like she's seducing me. "can you get out now?! i'm married for sake" i told her, pero parang wala syang pakielam kung kasal at magkakanaak pa ako. totoo talaga mga sinasabi ng iba dito, so all this time i was fooled by her innocent look? she's damn crazy and obsess with me? since when? since she apply for a job on me? 

so all this time, i'm her target that's why she came here? wow, just wow. i can't believe with Fancy Palermo-- i can't believe with my secretary. 

"don't you want and like to fuck me?" she ask me, no argus. nagbago kana diba? you don't care about woman asking you to fuck them-- you will just have a daughter soon don't attract with her she's just nothing okay? just fire her now! "no, i already change since my wife learn to love me." she laugh and kissed me again at hindi ko na sya maitulak. ano bang gusto nya? 

from her bag, she get something that makes me shocked. "do you want to see your wife and your daughter, alive?" she ask me, napalunok nalang ako sa mga sinasabi nya. "do what i want, darling and i want you-- marry me annul her and be mine! thats what i want, fuck me when i said, do everything for me. love me and let your wife unlove you again!" 

i'm sorry, my precious wife and daughter.

"i will do everything, just don't hurt them!" i told her, ayoko masaktan sila i will choose to do mistake than letting someone to hurt them. 

i deep sighs, akala ko magiging masaya na kami tama talaga sila ano? kapag masaya kana, dun darating yung struggles sa buhay mo yung mga taong sisira sainyo at paglalayuin kayo. mga taong darating nalang bigla para sirain kayo kung kelan masaya at mabubuo na sana ang pamilya nyo.

"fuck me, now" she whispered and biting my ears, she really like seducing me right now, i will just forgive her then? be thankful, this office is soundproof. 

i just pull down my pants and let her remove what she's wearing right now, like what she wants. i just fuck her like what she wants, ito naman ang gusto nya at habol nya saakin diba? then, let me give it to her. 

i will fuck her hard and hard like what she wants. 

"this is what you want right?" i ask her with my husky voice while fucking her from behind, after this sa asawa ko na ako dadaretso, fuck her damnit! sinasabi ko darating ang araw, makakaganti rin ako sa mga ginagawa nya saakin ngayon. "i like that~" she moan louder as i pump it hard inside her.

after that... 

"see you again?" she ask me while she's dressing up her self. gago ako, sobrang gago ako alam ko kung gaano ako kagago. sobrang gago pa nga eh. "just tell me, text me you know how to contact me but for now my wife needs me." ngumiti lang sya at hinalikan pa ako bago ako hayaang umalis.

i'm so sorry, my wife.

i know, you're cursing me right now? i'm such a idiot, even if i stop her she keep on threatening me about my wife and daughter's life. i will give my life to her, just let my wife and daughter alive-- i did this mistake for her, because i love her. i love my wife and daughter, i'm sorry if i lost my strong for them, i just want them to be safe. 

nakauwi ako sa bahay and seeing her sleeping with my daughter on the bed. i kissed her on lips and forehead. 

"hon, sorry ah? sorry kase gumawa ako ng kagaguhan, sana tandaan mo na mahal na mahal kita kayo ng anak ko, kung iwan mo man ako tatanggapin ko nawala ang kakayahan ko para ipagtanggol kayo at nawala na ang kahit na anong lakas ng loob ko para gawin yun." 

why i'm saying this? it's like i'm saying good bye. 

"i love you so much." i said and kissed them both. "sorry, sorry talaga. ginagawa ko lang to para sainyo, dahil ayoko kayong masaktan." oo mahal ko sila, mahal na mahal ko sila pero i need to do mistake for their safety.

i love them, so much. 

but i did a mistake, i did that for them. 

dahil mahal na mahal na mahal ko sila, nawala ang tapang ko kase natatakot akong mawala sila o niisa sknila mawala. ganun ko sila kamahal.. kung iwan man ako ni Peyton, i will take it and i will accept it as my punishment, i did a wrong thing i did a big mistake. but still, forever i will love them, my wife and daughter.

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f(x) Victoria as Fancy Palermo