DANGER. „ | nct | ✔︎

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guess what? it's not halloween yet, it's very hard to wait. my brain doesn't want to concentrate. winwin has been acting weirdly, as in he flirts with me. Like I mean you're a child please, even though he's my age.

I stood up, I'm in the library because as a student council student you have to fix the books. I shove them in a shelf. I'm not in the mood. Then I hear a very ungodly noise. Oh gosh somebody's kissing. In my prescence,

I gag, and just turn and run away. "gross gross so gross." I say going to another section fixing another shelf. Then the memory of jaehyun kissing me and I kissing taeyong. My cheeks flush, "maybe, I can get a boyfriend." I shrug walking around. "ew no I would never."

"but then again I mean boyfriends aren't bad," I say putting another book in, "boyfriend you say." I hear jaehyun say in my head. "you can be my girlfriend!!" ten says very loudly. did i just say that in my head. why does this happen to my poor soul.

"nothing." i reply. "I can tell you're blushing." doyoung cooes. I groan, "i mean besides are you guys even up for a relationship?" "uh ah. pssh yeah." yuta says. I giggle. "i mean i haven't been asked out yet." I tease. "I have to go bye!" I say before they could catch me. I blocked them out in a way where I couldn't hear them.

I learned how to, it was pretty fun.

I walk out of the library as i finished by work. "jinsol!" i turn around sharply to see yuta. "let's go on a date." my eyes widen, my blood stops circulating, the color drains from my face, jk not really but i actually just end up choking on my spit.

"gwenchana?" he asks i back up, "did your innocent yet older japanese ass just say date?" I ask he nods, "with me?" he nods again. Oh dear Lord help me.

"come on, it's a date.. please?" he says coming closer to me, "fine!" I say quite surprised and pressured. "great, I'll text you!" He says skipping away.

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look i could make her turn around and meet the rest of the faces of nct and then they all ask her out and you guys can choose routes like an otome game (mystic messenger ugh shook) but i'm not like that, i could make an otome game styled ff. but idk.
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I'm going on a date with Nakamoto Yuta. I become so pressed after this moment, wondering what to wear and even thinking what to say. "yo!" someone says and i nearly shriek. "jae—jaehyun." I sigh holding my chest.

"expecting someone?" he lifts a brow. I shook my head. "we're scouting together today!" He says.
scouting; us looking around the school for wanderers and the absent mr. song.

I hate scouting though, too much movement.

I fake smile, "i'm so excited!" I say in a monotone.

He laughs, "let's get going!" Yes it's afterschool already and yes we do this after school. jaehyun watches out for me making sure i don't fall or step on anything i guess. we see some students and for their safety we usher them back inside.

right now we are on top of one of the school's west wing buildings. jaehyun looks over the edge and then rushes over to me. "what is it?" i ask, scared. "wanderers." he says. we haven't seen any lately. he looks over and aims his gun. "jaehyun, be careful." i say and he nods.

he shoots two out of three and leans down for the third. stupid ass know it all leans too far. "jae!" i scream the wanderer goes for him. I can study while listening at once, i can do three kinds of homework at once but that's all i go for multitasking. Until today.

I threw my dagger at the wanderer and at the same time gave a forcefield to jaehyun before he reaches the floor. Now i also lean forward resulting in me holding onto the side of the building my body slamming to it in the process.

"jinsol!" jaehyun says getting up. I looked down, no honey nope nada nope not in my house.
I let out the most girly scream. jaehyun probably looked at me and realized how legitly scared I was. I was, my body was shaking and my palms were sweating I could have let go and died.

"count to three then let go!" he shouts I shake my head. "I swear, I can't." I say looking down and seeing how high I was I flinched making my arm fall down. I have one arm on the building and let me tell you, i have no upper body strength.

"trust me." he says.

my memories go back to when my dad was being taken away to prison, he whispered in my ear "everything is going to be okay, trust me." I couldn't

"3!" i yelled at the top of my lungs as i had let go.

"shit!" I heard him curse and then a rumble. I open my eyes to see jaehyun holding me, as i lay over his body. i hug him close hugging him as if he was my only source of oxygen. too much? yeah.

he hugged me back like i were to never see him again so he hugged me like no tomorrow, his hugs are warm they remind me of my mother's, i bit back my tears. we looked to the side to see a wanderer close to us. as much as i'm excited, is this like the walking dead? jaehyun had shot it in the head then helped me up. "let's finish, then leave," he says and i nod.

we did finish and luckily no more wanderers.

i bid goodbye to jaehyun and when i reached my dorm i pulled out my phone.

yuta: meet me at the square near the fake cherry blossom tree, wear something cute if you will. :)

I laid down,

"oh dear."

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if any of you thinl jinsol's fear of heights is too extreme, what happened to her was a traumatic experience that took a toll on her. :)

on a side note, one of my favorite japanese actors kento yamazaki(?) he played the lead in okami shoujo no kuro ouiji and L.DK(loves) they are basically live actions for animes/mangas and more but yeah, i was looking around and i saw that he's acting in the your lie in april live action. i don't know if that's sure but when i found out, in class, i was just shook so hard. and you know the actress that was with gdragon in the leaked pictures. i was looking at her and i was like she looks familiar. then i went snooping and boom live action i watched. (btw going into someone's privacy is so rude i swear) then his old gf kiko played mikasa in that aot live action movie which i didn't really watch yet. and also, why are some people doing that to lay, he didn't do anything to deserve the spam on his instagram. idk the full story yet but i hope he isn'ty hurt or offended they are real damn people if some people haven't noticed. k bye -rin