[Emily's POV]
Micheal just asked me to talk outside real quick, Weird Right?
Well alright I guess so.Emily:I guess so
Luke:By the way your now part of this weird group of friends!!
Ashton:Yea
Calum:So you in hottie?
Emily:Sure..
Ashton: don't worry Calum has his eye on someone a little different then you hot but doesn't have tits and has a dick
Emily:Oh
Calum:Dude!!! What the hell!!
Ashton just laughed him off and wrapped his arms protectively around the tall blonde boy and Luke Blushed like a lot
Emily:So Michael about that talk
Micheal:Oh! Right
he says ripping his gaze off of my arms and then practically drags me out of the library
Micheal:Why? What drove you to this?
He asks lifting my sleeves slightly while he traces the scars and very carefully touches the really new ones while I whimper in pain a little
Emily: Just bad stuff I guess
I managed to choke out before I started to cry.
He pulls me into his arms I feel protected I feel safe and then I realize I'm falling for him and I'm falling hard and fast.Emily:If I tell you, You can't tell anyone especially the boys.
Micheal:I swear I won't tell a single soul.
Emily: Well here it goes,
I breathe deeply and begin speaking again
Emily:My father died when I was ten and my mother decided instead of finding someone else she would...use me so she would force me to wear a strap-on and I would have to fuck her till she came twice and if I didn't I don't get dinner and it still happens just not as often but I keep going back to that day the day I lost everything, everyone that loved me now all I have is my mother that beats me molestes me and crushes all my hopes dreams everything is gone so I never saw the bad thing about cutting open my body I just needed some type of feeling anything at all I just want....love.
Micheal then began kissing each cut scar along my arms and he asked wear else they where and I pointed not having the strength to speak so I pointed to my stomach and thighs and he looks at me asking my permission and I grant it by nodding he slowly lifts my shirt stopping where he knows they end and I'm practically topless and he kisses each scar and cut and I whimper slightly cause it burns and stings when his soft lips touch each new cut and then he just kisses my cheek and whispers in my ear. "please stop I can't see you in pain I know we only met today but I can already tell you're gonna make me fall and I'm gonna fall hard and it looks Like I already am." and he kisses my neck as he spots another scar from my suicide attempt..
I just wrap my arms around him and say one thing
Emily:
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Oh crap guys what do you think she said hmm?? Oh wait I know and you don't* eviley laughs* okay My lovely fruit loops here is Chapter 4 and there is a picture up top of the boys and this is when I bid you a good day and good bye. *bows*
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Is There Such Thing As Heros?
FanfictionHello everyone this is a story about a 16 year old girl her name is Emily Thompson who has been cutting since she was 12 and she has been sexually abused by her mother since she was 10 after her father died of cancer and a brain tumor. But here is a...