I'm scared.. Scared of being close... Scared of being hurt.. But I'm also scared of being alone. When someone tries to get close to me, I get scared and run away. The people I cared about most have always left me, and I'm so scared of this happening again that I don't realize I'm doing the same thing to other people. I'm selfish. Someone starts to fee close to me but then I push them away because I don't want to get hurt. So I end up hurting all those people. I realize a lot of people do this, I'm not the only one. I need to stop being scared and start taking risks. Because I will never make it anywhere in life by cowering down and hiding in the shadows of the world. I need to step up, be brave, be strong, and have faith.
