v o i c e m a i l # 49

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"tape and glue
i feel like i've been putting the pieces of myself back together with tape and glue

i'm sure you don't care and that's because your over me and after plenty of unanswered calls and painful realization i now know that i should be over you

what we had was new and different than anything i had before and maybe that's why i confused it with love

you consumed me
i couldn't get enough of you
and it led me down the path of self destruction
i literally broke when you left me

because even when i realized
you didn't deserve me
i still felt like i deserved you

i gave you so much of me
all of me
all of my time
all of my love
all of my energy
all of my dedication

and i thought why should
i let you leave me with nothing
but again i now know that
having nothing from you is good
all of this negative energy or love energy i have towards you has to stop

so now i'm here fixing myself with tape and glue
and it's been a messy road
but i'm getting over you
slowly but surely
it's time for me to love myself
so this is the last voicemail you'll get from me
because i'm done wasting
my energy on you
goodbye..."

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